3 and a half years.

my blog has gone a long way, and it had served its purpose well.

it has overseen my growth, my change.

from, childish, to bitchy, to growing up, to mature, to wise.

thank you, blog.

it allowed me to express my thoughts and feelings, allowed me to vent my stress and anger. no one had to do with it, but it made me feel so much better to put it down into words.

looking back at the archives, i realise how much i've changed. i was so different once: childish, naiive, innocent, clueless.

then i became superficial, bitchy, fake,... different.

and now i know how to face life, how to handle difficult and tough situations, how to treat people the correct way. how to make my life more meaningful, happier, brighter.

therefore, this marks the end of this amazing blog. to me anyway.

i have hurt people along the way, and brought a smile to some too. and i am going to correct myself, and finally follow the stars and Moon that God brought to my sky to give me light, direction, and trod on the right track down life.

i have came to know about God, the most awesome God ever. thank You, and you.

and with this, i close this blog. the happy memories, the sad memories, the funny memories, the crazy memories, will me kept within forever.

this picture's kinda blur and all, but yeah. hahaha. (:









then, watched The Haunting of Molly Hartley. IT WAS GOOOOOOD. seriously! HAHAH. but delia, tannie and i were squeezing each other's hands and wrists so much, it was RED. hahaha. and we screamed quite a lot. some st. magaret girls were laughing at us when we started screaming. IT WAS REALLY FREAKY I TELL YOU. especially delia. she wanted to sit in the middle cause she was AFRAID. hahaha. and these two kept blaming me for insisting for watching this movie. BUT HELLO. there was chace crawford! and jessica lowndes! and annaLynne mcCord! hahahaha. it was nice lah the movie. hahha. but it did scare the shit out of me.

school has started! another week has past. i'm sitting around naomi, justina, gen, stef and aly, and its been CRAZY, cause we keep making loads of noise, so yeah. hahaha. (:

LOADS AND LOADS OF HOMEWORK, )))): i mean, its more than usual. but well, its mostly coming for maths, so i'm not complaining. but still. OH OH, i need to congratulate myself: i'm FINALLY having lesser tendency to doze off!!! YAY. i only slept during chem today! and yesterday... chinese! see! last time i use to sleep through language arts and math. math everyday. haha. (: see the connection? :D

delia is the most... BLUR person ever. if you know her you'd know what i mean. this is what happened one fine day during PE:

naomi: eh, i think i wont be able to take netball leh. so many people sign up and its by register no. i'm like 21?

me: aiya dont worry lah, just ask the other people to join basketball or something lah!

me: but actually ah, i think netball will be quite popular, you know, cause of me...?
naomi: (COUGHCOUGH.)

deliathe main character: (pats naomi's back) are you okay?

LOLLLL. like seriously. hahaha.

having loads and loads of fun now in my class. 3O is going to be superr duperr fun! haha.

rachel l.'s gig on mon, tennis team tryout on mon too, heh, more tennis on tuesday, more tennis on wednesday, HMT lessons on thursday, and... dont know. hahahaha.

cant wait for next week to come!! okay, let me tell you the teachers i like: ms lau(bio), mrs choo(lit), ms yap/mrs gek(emaths), and... thats all. hahaha. i dont know.

okay, i'm going to go now. real sorry for not being to update often, but school has started, mugging starts. hahha. bye!

sorry for the very very late updatee!! hahaha. i mean, i normally blog everyday, but you see, SCHOOL HAS STARTED, so its different now. haha. (:

okay so, before i say anything, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! haha. (: so yes, 2009 has started, and lets start everything all over again, make full use of this year to catch up whatever you need to catch up on, and really do your best for this year. :D i'm sure God makes 'years' to give everyone a chance to start all over on a regular basis. if you're stuck this year, you've got next year to work even harder to catch on. (: sighh, doesnt God just work wonders? (:

on tuesday, which is new year's eve, played pet society the whole morning (DELIA!!), then met amabel at sch to take bus to town. (:

watched Bedtime Stories again. HAHA. no no, we wanted to watch Yes Man at first, but the tickets were TOTALLY sold out, so yeah. haha.

in the cinema, i laughed at EVERYTHING that's funny. even those i thought was funny but the rest didnt think so. amabel kept looking weirdly at me and said, 'havent you watched this already? you still its funny?' hahaha. i know, i'm like really weird so. haha.

walked around, then had to take cab to rush to yili's house. (: and, YAY cause... I GOT TO SKIP FAMILY FRIENDS DINNER AT HYATT HOTEL I THINK OR SOME RANDOM HOTEL. so yay. i didnt have an ourfit for the event, so i was really glad. (:

ate dinner at yili's place, then went to her room where she curled my hair for me, and i looked like a freak, something like Hilary Duff in Lizzie McGuire with her curls and all. except hers are blonde, and i have black hair. so yeah.

had loads of fun at her house, OH YES watched the noose! laughed super hard throughout everything. SERIOUSLY. i'm the only one in the world, or at least in my social circle that find things FUNNY.

parents came to pick me at 3am. :O hahaha i knoww!!! hit the sack right after bathing.

so anyway, dreaded school on thursday like mad. talked to tannie on the phone while doing zhouji, slept at 10.45pm. :O seriously, thats like MORNING, cause throughout this holiday i sleep at 2am or something. heh. (:

brought my new backpack to sch, was one of the first to reach school. i was really nervous cause my class had loads of strangers, and i was afraid i couldnt fit in.

walked around the level, AND GUESS WHAT DID I FOUND OUT. 3M, E, T has AIRCON in their classroom. SO UNFAIRR!!!!!! i mean, the 3O classroom is an improvement from last year's classroom, cause last year's classroom was super tiny and only had two fans. this year it was like sec 1 classroom, roomy and 8 fans. BUT STILL. i'm SO going to start a petition. maybe. HAHA. (:

so school started. mrs sim, our form, seems nicer (nicer than flim, anyway), however, A TAD too naggy. its okay, get pass the naggy aura around her, and you'll see some beauty. i think.

mdm qian ping, our co form, seems to be super cool. (: she's teaching us chinese, and i'm already looking forward to chinese lessons alr. OMG NERD ALERT. oddly, i'm missing TLL. she was a great teacher, and she was ultra cool. ):

so, we were introduced to a maths teacher. can i just say, i'm aiming for B3 for a maths. (: low expectations, lesser the disappointment. see the connection?

sat next to gen, sadly, mrs sim said we had to sit in SINGLE ROWS (just like last year, chen the bitch ____, remember, 2H people?!), and according to height. so i'm in the middle of gen, naomi, stefanie, joy, and the vietnamese scholars. (:

the scholars are really nice, i found out all their names and sort of hung out with them. (: naomi and the rest were super funny, the first day was really fruitful cause i really had loads of fun with her and delia and gen they all, and i sort of blended into 3O alr. (: of course, there're some unfamiliar ones still, but i'm sure we'll get to know each other in due time. (:

stefanie is super funny and retarded in a nice way. (: 3O is so much more potentially nicer than what i've thought from the start. :DD the start of something new. WTH IS MY PROBLEM. first the chinese lessons, now HSM?! whats next, falling in love with shakespear?!

came home, slept, rushed holiday tuition work, heh, watched Transformers and POTC: At World's End. TRANSFOMERS ROCKK!!! Shia LaBeouf is SOO hot. okay, in the movie, he was kinda toot, but still!!! hahahaha. (((: megan fox started off looking kinda weird, but she looked hot afterwards. you know what? i have issues. real serious ones.

today, chinese tuition, maths and science tuition, Norbit. eddie murphy is SO retarded. lol. 'I'm not your bitch!' hahah. :D

Shrek the Third, and now here i am. (: justin timberlake sounded... gay in the movie. hahah. (: BUT STILL. he's still hottt!!! ((:

tomorrow, more movie marathon, visiting my grannie, then looking for class bible verses. (:
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sudden inspiration to post these lyrics. really, read carefully and... you'll find out its really cool.

gotta go now, will try to post as often as possible. and people, remember to keep reading my blog! (:

today was NOT wasted at all! haha. let me review my day so it can act as a bedtime stories. i'm going to say SWEET DREAMS beforehand. (:

so, woke up today, then went to pending LRT to collect my sch bag. :D at first i thought it wasnt that nice, but now i think its kinda cool and i'm going to use it for school. haha. its small, but HEY. small's the new big thing. HAHA. get it. the contrary. GOSH YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO SENSE OF HUMOUR.

then, watched TV, called tanhong after her prefect meeting, then met her at plaza for lunch. then...

TENNIS. see, i need to KEEP FIT. haha! :D we played HARDCORE TENNIS (no playplay one, okay?) for 1 half hours, then she had to snip her hair off. heh.

went home, greeted by..

YOU GUESSED IT. the bloody HubStation!!! hahaha. i was kinda psyched, okay totally stupid BUT STILL. haha. its awesome man. haha. it can like record stuff (i've set the recording list already, heh) and you know i can pause, play and rewind shows! hahah. coolio eh. haha.

yupp. wasted my day away with TV, so yeah.

watched Cellular ft. Chris Evans (Hottie) and Jessica Biel. she was like, what, cameo? CHRIS IS SOOOO HOT!!! (:

CRAP CRAP SHREK THE THIRD NOW. Justin Timberlake's voicing as king. DUH. haha. seeya dudes. B-)

OMG i'm in love with this guy right now, Jimmy Kimmel. as in, not LIKE like, as in i think he's freaking funny. :D

okay, let me start my boring post with yesterday:

tuition in the morning, then spent my whole day... oh yeah, watching TV. i think. oh yeah. then sleeping. waking up. watch more tv. Best of Saturday Night Live. do you guys watch it? its on Star World. freaking funny. they were making commercial parodies. lol. super funny. like, there was this product for cockroach, and they were saying how good this product is to kill cockroaches, and after a while, underneath they said, 'Warning: not harmful to household pests.' LOL. wth. then whats the point of it. haha.

today! woke up SUPER early (had loads of difficulties getting up, of course), changed, then went to church with... GENEVIEVE LIM! :DD

service was awesome, City Harvest can really make you feel God's presence. thanks Gen for bringing me there, cause i was really thinking alot. (:

afterwards, went home, then learnt that my mum had something on, and we didnt have to go to visit my grannie. :D okay, not exactly HAPPY, but... WENT TO TOWN WITH YILI HWANG! (:

it was kinda impromptu. (: i just really wanted to watch yes man, so i called her up and asked, 'hey loser, free today?' 2 seconds later she covered the mouth piece (i could still hear) and asked her mum, 'hey mummy, can go out with my friend?' HAHA. she knows me so well. (:

sadly, the timing for yes man was only at 5pm, and as ms hwang was sick, she had to be back then alr, so we bought tickets for...

ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING! hahaha. I KNOW, AGAIN RIGHT. actually at first i didnt want to watch it again, BUT LOOKING AT AARON JOHNSON JUST CHANGED EVERYTHING!!!! OMG OMG OMG i give it more stars. haha. (:

after that, walked around, didnt get anything cause i had 10 bucks. LOL. yili had 10 times of my amount (do the math yourself), but she didnt see anything. haha. :D so anyway, home it was.

more TV, then here i am. boring life right. (:

tmr, GETTING MY STAR BACKPACK :DDDD, lunch with tannie and tennis with her too. (: tuesday, out with amabel, and tennis. WEDNESDAY, PARTAYY PARTAYY!!! :DDDD hahah. (:

school's going to start. i know its bad to say this, so i'm going to say in ultra mini words: fuck. hahaha. (:

lalala! (: going to get that freaking chinese book from celeste book later, then bath, and settle down to read that shit. haha, I HAVENT BATHED FOR THE WHOLE DAY! feeling VERY VERY dirty now. heh. (:

okay, going to go now. more updates the next time. :D i'll try to take pictures yeah. i know, i dont really post pictures that have me in it right. haha. huimin, W705i together! hahaha. its going to be cool. haha. better than other phones anyway. heh. (:


take control.

HAHA I KNOW. TWO PEAS IN A POD. this fella is so crazy (Bugsy). heh. (: generally, i give bedtime stories more stars that twilight. heh. (: