fuck the middle name
hey guys. sorry for the uncouth word up there, but the whirlwind in my mind just amounts to that.
2 more hours to dinner, and i'm still upset about my dress. now that i look at it carefully, i see ugliness. it might be just cause i'm anxious or whatever, but i'm feeling so... bad right now.
i need to get my teeth fixed, i swear. braces twice is like, crazily unnecessary but i still did it. and now my teeth sucks still.
sighh sighhh. seriously.
i dont even know whether i should wear the tights. WHAT SHOULD I DO.
i think, i should just disregard appearance for once and just go ahead and have fun today.
suddenly, it seems to easy. and difficult. I DONT KNOW. i'm so bloody confused.
sighhhh.
and another fucked up matter occured today.
oops, sorry for vulgarity.
went to the post box to post my christmas cards, and like guess what. the post man JUST LEFT. like, i saw him driving off his van. wth. i should have stopped him or something. my maid told me they'll collect again, but when i got to the post box there was a fucking letter that said:
'only one collection on 24th Dec please post before 12pm.'
seriously, these assholes.
so anyway, weihao told me they'll collect tmr again and the people will receive my card by tmr or the day after. i really hope so. )):
went to cck to get some stuff, and my long tights. (: i'm still thinking whether i should wear my long tights with the dress. I MUST STOP WORRYING MYSELF!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE, ONCE AGAIN. (:
santa claus had BETTER exist, i need him to grant my wishes. of course, God too. :D but you see, christmas is a SPECIAL occasion, so santa will take into more consideration of our wishes. haha. (:
out with weihao, weiming, reena, bill and my siblings tmr. i think its going to be awesome. :DDD might be watching twilight again, or maybe bedtime stories. (:
i'd better pick out the outfit now, cause i'll be back at 3 in the morning or something. haha. (: i love parties, just not with this bunch of family friends. they're nice, just... old. haha. like college old, not george clooney old. haha. (((:
merry christmas everyone! you get my drift right. :DDDD of course, no words can depict as well as an image:
IN YOUR FACE, SUCKERSS!
all i want for christmas is you.
Labels: FESTIVAL ♥, MY LIFE ♥