a miracle to happen, please.
i hate feeling so insecure.
i mean, i know praying to God really helps, but the thing is once you stop praying you go back feeling so terrible, and even worse. i dont know, its just...
i feel so hollow inside. i think its cause WT challenge is totally taking over my life, once i get a break from it i just simply dont know what to do. i mean, i've got 24 hours to spare, what can i do?
okay, the com no longer appeals to me, in fact i'm afraid of it because whenever i'm on it, i'm using it to reply mails, do WT challenge proposal, etc.
sometimes this thing with God's really hard. like, super. because i feel quite distant now. but i'm still going to persevere, and even though i think i have no friends right now(stupid i know), i'm just going to put my faith in God.
i've got to use the com now until my parents leave the house, and i have no idea what to do with it. YOU SEE.
whatever, i'm out.
baby, you're one fiesty heartbreaking one.