this is so complicated.
hello earthlings. if you're not bitches, please look away. (:
hello you. just to make it clear, i hope you do not simply just judge according what the situation looks like. oh yeah, i'm a bitch, a pretty effing one i have to say, but just because i am one, i'm not exactly the only one capable of stirring up the waves. so yeah. just to make that clear. honestly, 2 months ago, you were really one of my really really good friends. then i started hearing how much you've changed. i, obviously, for one didnt believe. however, the people i least expect to be convinced that you're a total effing bitch did so. hence, i guess i had to just 'wave the white flag'. oops, laugh because its funny. oh wait, you dont have a funny sense of humour! :O
it never occured me to that you'll have this 180degree turn. well, apparently you did. i felt that you were basically much the same to me, hence i really tried to treat you as per normal, even though i have reserves for you already.
oh, this is when the backstabbing bitch comes. (: telling others that i ruined your friendship? oh, TOTAL UNCOOLNESS. why? because I DID NOT. well, not that i care. i'm not in your class, i'm not with your fellow troop mates, so i dont really have to care. but it just irks me so much that you're sucking up, you know. and yes you, i do hate sucking up. sadly, unlikely you, i dont do that.
basically you've turned to a monster. and i feel sorry for this sitation. because i still want to tell you. if you didnt change so much just to blend into your environment, you would still have stood an important place in my heart. the good side of course. but nahh, i dont think so, seeing the situation now.
next, you! :D ohhh, fyi, if you think you're smart, think again. academically-wise, you're a real genius. but socially? ssskkk, i'd think about it again.
firstly, if i had really had the thoughts of you stealing my 'best friend', which i think its an issue deem to sensitive, since you obviously treasure your friendship with her and i'm not going to start pinpointing that. but get it, she's my good friend too. okay, basically, if i had intended to be pissed at you for 'stealing' her away, wouldnt i have done that a good long time ago? no, i only looked away whenever you're near because you were the one that started not acknowledging my presence on purpose at first. you started it, because of A. and i think you and i know this matter too well. if i had really intended to dislike you because of my supposedly 'best friend', i would have hated you long time ago. oh, yeah, i wouldnt have just shot you the pissy look, i would have shot you the finger too. but then, that's simply too uncivilised. hence, the thoughts will just have to do.
i understand you and the 'best friend' have been good friends for a very long time, and i had no wish to go between that. i dont OWN her you know. neither do you. i just want to let you know i respect your friendship, thats why whenever you two are talking about anything secretive or whatever, i go away tactfully. see? i'm not that stupid. (:
next, you were my good friend once too. yes, you were. but you did things to me. and obviously you wont admit, but you know what? i dont care. you know what you have done to hurt me, and so i'm not going to say any more. you thought i was 'fun to be with'? well, i share the same sentiments towards you too. but then, what so fun about hanging around with a bitch who might use your words against you any moment? oops, not so fun anymore. :D
oh yeah, i so totally need tags dont i? wow, you're just talking about this issue about me, when in actual fact it actually applies to a certain good friend. did i just hit the jackpot? (:
i'm so insecure, i need to get a life... seriously. why do i need to be insecure? and for your information, i do have a very colourful life. over this year, i have grown up to be much more deeper than just judging on how popularity can stand one within in the school. i actually just care about what my good friend thinks about me? the rest, like you? urgh, spare me.
i am just telling you two this just to let you know how i personally feel about these personal attacks. (: hope you had fun reading this. oh yeah, you most probably cant help but tell the whole world, but just try to refrain from copying and pasting this whole post to your blog just to SHOUT IT OUT. (:
WHOOOO that was exhilarating.
BEAT IT! BEAT ITTT! NO ONE WANTS TO BEAT IT, BEAAAAATTTT!
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