LTC; EXOFORCE!
hey everyone! goshh long long posttt!
LTC WAS AWESOMEXXZ. seriously, you did NOT hear this from me, but it was real fun, and the fun didnt come from playing, but like all the events coming up are just so exciting! yess. let me start from day 1!
icebreakers! oh yesss, i want to tell you about my SFs, BOBO and CHACHA! hahaa. its becky and merrilyn respectively. they're the most awesome people around, SERIOUSLY. i totally love them, and i'm sure the rest of the exoforce will agree with me. (: they're so funny and lively! :D and i love Exoforce too, because we're all so bonded! also, we're really focused on our project, which i will mention later!
there's just so much to say, so yeah. i'm just going to say the important stuff.
we all had loads of fun, sarah kim was the most awesome speaker! she's so engaging and everynoe enjoyed her talks. haha. we did this MBTI personality type, and i'm all the naughty ones. not a responsible gene in me. haha. glenda, szeli and celeste too! hahaha. :D
we did this treasure hunt game, and at first we were REALLY leading, and when it came to the lift part, we spent like 30-45mins looking for that darn clue. and when we approached the SFs, they were like, 'oh, maybe the cleaning auntie swept it away. let me give you your next clue.' which, well, made us quite unhappy because we couldnt get the fast-forward clue which we thought we might get it! ahh. oh well. (:
SHOWER. goshhh i'm such an ass okay. i stripped already, and when i turned on the hose, IT WAS A FREAKING TRICKLING HOSE. like, DRIP. DRIP. DRIP. kind of thing! me and minerva were utterly pissed. spent half an hour to bathe. urghhhh. and on the other hand, elizabeth had like GUSHHHHHHH kind of water. okay, i'm really bad at describing sounds. haha. but you get my drift. so unfair kay. haha. but it was an experience! i just anyhow bathe for the whole camp. haha.
OUTDOOR EXPERIENCIAL EXPERIENCE. hahahah. :D it was real fun, and we took some random bus to toa payoh, and i was SUPER tired. i stretched my eyes REALLY REALLY big to keep myself awake. haha. but then i almost fell asleep before this ANNOYING ANNOYING person, like, oh i dont know, IZATI!, who boo-ed me and woke me up. hahaa. it was really fun and the manhunt was super fun. we had to look for people who had a red umbrella, orange specs etc. haha.
i loved the buffet dinner. thank you becky! hah.
overally, i have learnt alot of things. worship was awesome, and all the reflection really did me good. as in, REALLY, i've learnt alot of things. i'm like totally changed and stuff. i've truly learnt alot about God. God always has a plan for us, and all we really have to do is put our faith in Him, and trust him. whatever He does, He does it for a reason, and we will have to work really hard, then will God help us. i'm really blessed to have God there for me, and there's simply too much for me to say.
God will ALWAYS ALWAYS be there for us, and will always encourage us to keep us moving on. pray constantly for Him to give you strength when you're feeling tired and want to give up; pray constantly for Him to allow us to appreciate the things around us. (: there's just too much for me to say here, but just know that GOD IS THE MOST AWESOME, AND I LOVE HIM LIKE MAD! more than anything. i really really love Him now, especially after the camp.
i might not be the most responsible or best leader around here, and i know others think so too, but as merrilyn said, i'm so much more capable than what others perceive of me, so i'm really going to strive really hard to be a SL, and serve the school that has gave us so much, and taught be so much about God. (: only if we work hard, then will He help us.
right after camp, i felt so empty inside, so aimless and lost. when i entered the washroom to bathe, i sat at the toilet bowl and cried for like 15 mins or something. i dont know, i just felt so... i dont know. haha. so yeah. i prayed to God to give me direction, to know what to do, and assure me. and you know, He really did! i love God, because well. He's just the greatest God ever.
we got Dr. William Tan's challenge! haha. this is a new project, and so i hope we will be able to pull off something real awesome in just a short 2 months. (: go exoforce! at first i wanted to give our propject a nickname, so i called it the willy challenge, but everyone laughed. because well. willy is a guy's ahem. so yeah. /: didnt know. hahaha.
so everyone, LTC is awesome! i have loads coming up for me, just alot, and at first i was really scared, but strangely, after praying to God, i feel so safe and brave, not afraid to face all these stuff coming on. okay, laterrr.
Lord, i offer my life to You.
TANNIE AND ME.
hahaha! tannie drew this at my house just now. she was experimenting with my tablet and photoshop. she wanted me not to post these desperately but. well. life's not a bed of rose i guess. (:
packed for camp today and i'm missing the freaking sleeping bag. if i cant find it i'm going to ask my mum to drive me all the way to i-dont-kn0w-where and but it. haha.
met tannie at plaza for lunch, then she came my house. we got real bored and watched desperate housewives. yess it rocks. hahaha.
finished watching gossip girl and OH MY GOSH jenny got together with nate. i mean seriously. this is so unfair. why does SHE get to make out with nate while. well. other girls dont. gosh i sound like a total slut now. :D
bored. going to watch my desperate housewives now. haha. having LTC from wednesday to friday, so i'll only post on saturday. or friday, if i'm not all that exhausted. haha. bye!
frankly, i dont give a damn.
check this out
GROUP FOR LTC
Exoforce! its going to kick your ass!
FUN!
yeah man, why so serious?
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hahaa, i cant wait for LTC already. (:
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HAHA. beat this, honghong.
blame it on me.
i have such no life.
was suppose to be out on a play day with rachel and yili but rachel couldnt make it. so yeah. no life once more.
watching desperate housewives though. haha. have i mentioned that i'm looking all over for gossip girl DVD? yeah well i dont care i'm going to get it! because it rocks. haha.
i tought of buying HSM 1-3 DVDs and soundtrack but decided i'm not that huge a fan, and i dont really buy DVDs like yili you see, so i only buy the ones i really like, like gossip girl! haha.
tomorrow, slacking except for tennis. then wednesday to friday is LTC. i'm really not looking forward to it, because like everyone there is so capable, and those who arent capable arent in DC. so yeah. i dont exactly own a clean record, nor am i good at anything, so... yeah. haha.
i guess sometime things just work out themselves. like seriously. if you dont meddle with it, and just let the truth unravel and all, you'll see that things will end up just fine. well, unless you're the bitch of the whole matter, thats a totally different story.
haha actually HSM3 was pretty good. haha. i dont know! i'm so confused. but i dont mind watching another time! haha.
loads of dates next week. play day with yili and rachel, melanie, gen. okay, i'm going to finish going out with everyone, then start work. STOP THINKING ABOUT IT WEIYI.
i'm going to watch desperate housewives. its done loading. heh. bye!
i guess we can remember this.
why do i feel like this.
hey everyone.
i dont know. i feel so funny. ):
the holidays are here, and i should be real glad and happy, but instead i feel so hollow inside, like there's nothing to look forward to. i just feel so... wierd. why?
i'm in love with your love is a lie by simple plan. i know its a really old song but i still like it.
can someone assure me?
if growing up's like this, then i'd rather remain tiny.
when i was young, my parents did everything for me, and i wanted to be independent. i wanted freedom.
but when i've experienced it, it doesnt feel as great as i thought it would be. it feels bad. really bad. i want to curl in my snuggly bed and escape from this.
well, too bad for me, because time doesnt wait for anyone. even me. when i'm so scared.
we will know, grow up and look back.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3.
ahhhh yesterdayyyy was awesome shitxzz. seriously!
deliberated REALLY REALLY long but then decided to wear the top i bought on thursday. heh. met with honghong(HAHA) and tanli outside my condo then made our way to the busstop to wait for celeste. haha.
saw marian at lido when going to buy the tickets for... (as you can guess) HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!! hahaahha. surprisingly, there were really great seats for 1pm show so yeah.
went shopping for lemme tell you, yesterday was NOT fruitful at all. and yayyyyy, i bought my anklet FINALLY. i love it! haha. ate at nydc then explored orchard. haha.
high school musical 3's really... not very good. haha. sorry. but yeahhh, i love a night to remember, scream, now or never and i want it all. hahaa. but thats all the songs i like. in the movie gabriella went to stanford. lol. like whattt. and taylor went to yale. wow. oh, and your pretty boy troy went UCLA. lol. the storyline was not very very impressive, and celeste hated it. hahaha.
went for more shopping and i was desperate to finish all my money. haha. i bought an anklet and bracelets from accessorize, robot necklace from fourskin(its superrrr cute), plain hoop earrings for school lol, oh oh and my awesome robot toy from paperchase! like, you drag it back, and it will trot forward so cutely! it rocks. everyone said it was useless but whatever okay. what elsee. nothing else i think. ahhhh see i'm PATHETIC. /:
celeste went home from heeren and the 3 of us went to the cathay. and there...
WE FOUND WOOD WOULD! its the most awesome store everrrr. its so vintage-y and retro-ish and EVERYTHING KAY. you just HAVE to go there! like, they have all the awesome stuff there. I AM NOT KIDDING. it rocks it rocks! melanie go gogo! hahaha. i bought a piggy pouch i remember! haha. its so cute. goshh i love it.
ate at ben and jerry's. haha. awesome, as usual. phishy food. haha. i love love chocolate. even though it gives me pimples. CELESTE! hahaha. celeste feels that she should not eat pimples. HAHA. personal joke. heh.
i love yesterday's trip! hahahaa. <3 pictures will be uploaded by celeste since all the pictures were taken by her camera. haha.
wore my roman holiday shirt today! and i felt extra confident because. well. i love my shirt. i'm not making sense.
on thursday, before i left the 2H classroom, i just stood there and observed everyone. these faces... i'm really going to miss them. 2H'08 had taught me happiness, and alot more. i was going to cry. and SHUCKS i'm going to cry now. I LOVE YOU ALL LADIESS!
okay, let me rot now.
kill my lonely night.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
hello everyone! haha this post is just going to be my day yesterday! which was awesome! :DDD
firstly, reached school and waited at the concourse for melanie and amabel. which, didnt come till 48158h later, so i left before they even came. heh.
detention! /: everyone was having fun. i saw rachel & co. playing the bouncy castle and LEMME TELL YOU LADIES, it was super fun. and YES, i was envious. whateverrrr. let me tell you how did my DC went:
0800 - 0845: Collecting rubbish.haha it was really fun. i was collecting rubbish with ruth lee and maxine. heh. we just went around the canteen saying RUBBISH! RUBBISH! and like we charge up to any potential rubbish-throwers. haha.
0845 - 0945: Break.Yupp! haha. so i went to join yili they all. they were queuing up for the haunted mansion! heh. anyway, i joined too. so i went for it. andddd,, for goodness sake, it really scared the crap out of me. the people were like totally not smiling and all. dont know how they keep up like that. so i just like hit one girl in the arm and said, 'EHH, SMILE LEH!' and that girl had like no response! seriously.
everyone was grabbing me and some of their hands were icy cold and they kept talking in husky and scary voices and i was really freaked out, becaue these people had scary faces. /: there was this bunch of 'ghosts' and i said, 'LADIES! LADIES! MAKE WAY AH!' and really for a second they just went to the side! hahaha. so funny.
i came up with a sore throat, a heart thats beating at an alarming rate, and a crazy face. i ran back to IT lab 2.2 because it was already 9.50!
0945 - 1030: Feedback.haha this was like the easiest of all. other than the break. haha. we just sat in a circle(there were only 6 DC girls there -.-) with 2 prefects and ms ho. they were super nice. like, all they wanted was feedback. and stuff. like, if we felt any injustice when we were booked and all. and whatever stupid school rules we thought was, well, stupid.
i talked about what stuff i was booked for and i had no idea i was booked until the slip of paper came eg. EATING. and yeah. haha. and my last booking point. i really didnt want to say the 2 prefects' names and those 2 prefects just told me to say and assured me they wont mention my name when they're talking to these 2 prefects. so i just told them. haha. stupid mouse-face.
the other girls had loads to talk about. haha. like nails, and socks or something. it was really entertaining, and i was laughing like mad throughout the whole thing. oh, i realised my skin were all torn at my knees there while sitting down during this time. haha. we had to climb through this tunnel for the haunted mansion you see. so anyway. yeah. i was so scared i didnt even notice it. see how scary it is.
1030 - : FREEDOM!hahah. ms ho told us to go for our break and we said we went for it already, so she told us to go back to our venues and see if there's any help needed and if no need for help, then nevermind lah! haha. ;D
she's such a nice teacher. but then she remembers me very clearly because well, during that feedback time, there were only 6 people so yeah. during LTC she'll be all, DIDNT I JUST SEE YOU DURING DC LAST WEEK? haha. no chance to be SL. oh well. heh.
i went to eat some food with people's coupons which i remembered after leaving the school that i haven't repaid. haha. then some stuff to clean up, then it was at the audi.
not much, the principal was talking some stuff, blahblah. then, WE'RE DISMISSED!
in class, i went around saying bye to every single one and like hugged all those friends that i'll really really miss and all. ): ahhhh i'm going to miss 2H'08 like crazyyyy.
vivo with tannie and celeste after school! we ate at carl's jr. and YESSSS the portions were super big so we just split it. and omgosh, each person pay like 4 bucks only! and we ate like crazy and couldnt stuff ourselves any further. hehh.
shopping! i bought a singlet from Fox(i like it, it says new york!), SOMETHINGSOMETHING from topshop(lol, tannie and celeste will know.), and... a ROMAN HOLIDAY SHIRT FROM N.U.M.!!!!!!!! omgosh! roman holiday! yesss, the show with audrey hepburn and gregory peck! i love it i love it i love itttt. i'm SO going to wear it to tuition tomorrow. haha.
tannie bought this heart necklace from river island, and celeste didnt get anything. she wasnt feeling well. ): ahh when i saw her pale face i just felt so bad for her. her lips were like ghost-white and her eyebags were really quite serious and she looked just like Nicole Ritchie before she gave birth and settled to be a good mummy that dont go clubbing. yeahh.
we walked alot, and bonded loads. so many stuff happened, and that retarded hong and celeste. haha. celeste is so crazy. if she wants to go river island, she says, 'lets go river.' like, whatttt...? so i was like, 'AHH, ZA(RA)! ES(PRIT)! (TOP)SHOP!' heh. <3
all in all, i loved yesterday's trip. it was not very fruitful in terms of shopping, but in terms of fun, we had our fair share of it. ohoh, i was singing whatever you like in forever 21! heh.
goshhhh i love those 2. and 2H. the holidays are here, but instead of feeling happy, i'm feeling a pang of melancholy, because my holiday will be a very very veryyyyy hectic one. NYAA, LTC, preparing a school event for SL, CIP... gosh man. and like, my mum still bought tickets to taiwan. wow. so i had to go with her and her FRIENDSS. oh please. ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! i dont want to go.
enjoy yourselves everyone, because sec 3 will be a really important one. we will have LOADS of fun, and LOADS of studying to do as well. leadership roles, blahblah. principal said it all yesterday.
HAVE A BLAST!
meaning to say...?
mr. birdie
hello, ms no-life is here!
ahh. so today was fine. uhmmmmmm. cyberwellness talk, poetry appreciation, christmas service. (:
christmas service was awesome, and rachel lim sang really good. haha. poetry appreciation, it was fine. but i had to sit alone with this girl and she kept smiling at me and i smiled back at her because i felt obliged to do so. so anyhooser, i still dont like poems, because it just screams LIT!! uh huh.
cyberwellness talk. fell asleep most of the time. went hysterical with jean and tingyi over a, uhm, case of piercing infection. i shan't dwell into details. we made loads of noise, and we had to stay back in the gallery to receive this reprimand from mrs pandian. and she thanked us after that for scolding us. wow. nice to be appreciated.
i dont know why, but i was like super sensitive last year. and i've changed already, but now during exam period i started having those funny feelings again. and like, even after exams i still feel so! like, i get irritated really easily, and like i get really paranoid about everything. goshhh. /: like, i really dont want to feel this way but yeahhh. its like, my hormones or something. i pray that God will get rid of those feelings. <3
tannie came my house after lunch. she was watching MTV and i just fell asleep on the couch. haha. oh oh, and guess what, we saw this birdie in my balcony! it was just trotting along the railing. and you know, it had a bell attached to one of its twiggy legs! /: tannie said it must be some old uncle in the coffeeshop that tied the bell to it. ahh. it looked so pained even to fly.
this year have been... enriching. it had been really fun, and i really love 2H. i'm so going to miss it. ): i hope i end up in the same class as SOME people. because seriously, the last thing i want to get is a class that have strangers. /: AHHHH.
i'm bored. and boring.
mini footsteps in the ranch.
woooooo!
hello everyone!
so anyway, we chose our subject options yesterday. my 1st choice was full lit half histroy and my second choice was full geog half lit. heh. i seriously dont stand a chance against the 2m people because well i did very badly for lit and loads of them are trying out for lit. /: whateverrr. i dont really mind any subjects. just give me something to study. (:
i cant find the bloody gossip girl DVD! /: so annoying. ): oh, i'm looking for another cinderella story soundtrack because i think the show is nice and songs are nice too. haha i'm gay. and cool. B-)
so anyway, there was this art appreciation yesterday. fell asleep most of the time. i mean seriously. brazilian dance/martial arts? or something like that.
got back our report books today. seriously, i'm triple science charity case. i'm SUPER sure. i got like 72% average. see? i told you i'm triple science charity case. take pity of me right.
there was this social etiquettte talk today. it was pretty cool, but i like know most of the stuff already. just that i'm too lazy to carry out everything. i mean like seriously. only in functions. so anywayyyyyy, since i already know most of the stuff, i started disturbing people around me!
i love disturbing cindy. she's super awesome to disturb. hahahaha. she's so cute man.
i kept slapping tingyi and knocking my head on hers. and like just pulling her hair and everything. haahha. i had such an awesome time today. (:
seriously, i'm scared that i end up in a class with no one to hang out with. /: ahhhhhh.
so anyway, there was the LTC briefing today. i'm in Exoforce, the group. haha. yili's in my group! lucky me. heh. :D basically the rest of the people are fine. i'm really looking forward to it you know. haha. i think its going to be fun. <3
going to watch gossip girl now. byesssss!
get back to those times.
you are what you eat
hello everyone! loserr here. seriously, i'm blogging like everyday. ): oh well. i love the weather nowadays. keep raining! <3
oh oh, tammy just toally admitted she loved me! sighhh. let me just show you the proof:
tam ❤ this love will have no regrets. says (04:16 PM):
joking la!
tam ❤ this love will have no regrets. says (04:17 PM):
i still love you!
♥ weiyi. says (04:17 PM):
what...?
♥ weiyi. says (04:17 PM):
i seriously dont love you, you know.
♥ weiyi. says (04:17 PM):
sorry.
♥ weiyi. says (04:18 PM):
haha.
tam ❤ this love will have no regrets. says (04:18 PM):
HUHHH?
tam ❤ this love will have no regrets. says (04:18 PM):
cant you just take pity of me and just love me?
tam ❤ this love will have no regrets. says (04:18 PM):
PLEASEEE!
♥ weiyi. says (04:19 PM):
what...?
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look people, this is proof man. sighh. she just cant take the hint.
you're a womanizer.
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wow.
its raining again.
DEDICATIONS
hello everyone! i'm just going be lame and write dedis to all my bestttiess! hahaha. my good friends lah:
RACHEL:hello you spaz! i feel that our friendship is something that cant be explained in words. :D it was awesome being friends with you, and i'm really regretful and sorry that when we drifted apart, i chose to reject you. ): but i really feel close to you. of course, its quite upsetting to see what has happened to the two of us. you wont get this but i guess some people will. and... thanks for always lending that awesome ears of yours. (: i cried in front of you twice. these are really huge stuff for me, and i'm glad you were there for me. you consoled me, and really made me feel better. and... thank you for believing in me. i know she's your good friend, maybe you're closer to her than to me, but i'm glad you didnt judge me. and well yeah, this whole thing is totally settled and i'm fine with her, but if you'd stood at her side at that time... i cant imagine the consequences. i guess absence makes the heart fonder, because once i realise that you're the real one that will stand by me, i started becoming scared. but then, i guess no amount of work can ever add up to how i just put you down. i really miss those times when we just close, but because we were so close, i just took you for granted. i thought you will always be there for me, not realising you might feel hurt when i daoed you for others too. i... i dont know what to say. i'm happy you were once such a great great friend to me, and you still are. I LOVE YOU <3
CELESTE:hello you crazy spaz girl! truly, you must be one of the most amazing girl i've ever met. ;D you're funny, nice, and like... wow. sometimes words just cant sum up what one feels. but yes. i've really reallly grown close to you, like really. i even feel wierd when i dont call you everyday. (: but really thank you. for being there for me all the time, for supporting for me, for listening to me grumble about life and school, for studying with me because honestly if i didnt study with you i wouldnt have got into triple science, for reciprocating my craziness... and thank you. for existing in my life. (: we've been through ordeals together, and the most recent one wasnt a pleasant one. but it really drew me closer to you, because we stood together even though people didnt give us the nicest looks. everything turned out well, and we survived. you're always so nice, listening to my problems, and giving in to me about everything! you treat everyone genuinely, and have no evil intentions whatsoever. and you're just so strong, sometimes i admire you. but because i know i can lean on you, i will and THANK YOU! basically i cant think of anything to say because like i said, feelings are meant for the heart, not for words. ;D
CRAZY HONG/TANNIE:hello you crazy hong! i know you're like jumping for joy that i'm writing a dedi to you right! haha. yess you're crazy and hornyyyy. so yes. thank you for being so nice all the time. like really, you're really quite nice, AS MUCH AS I HATE TO SAY THIS. haha. you're so crazy. but yeah. and really, you're always so funny and cracking us up by turning to this huge crazy monster that chases us around. i'm glad the two of us became close, because if not i'll never know the true definition of crazy. that recent incident has brought us closer, and i dont know whether to be glad because you really opened your eyes and saw some true colours. nevertheless, you're my really really good friend(THIS IS MUSHY) and i hope we can be friends for, like, forever. there's so much more to say about you but seriously, i'm mental today and cant really put my feelings down into words. but still! lovessssssssss.
YILI:hello you crazy! thanks for always being so mental and crazy. and uhm. thanks for being my friend! aiyah i see you everyday its difficult to say stuff about you. you're just crazy lah! and good at frisbee. and cheerleading! oh yeah! it stings me to see you do a split so effortlessly. seriously. like, PHHHOOOSSHHHH then its like down. goshhh. anyway, we both got into triple science so i hope we can get into the same class next year! haha. and stop thrashing me in math! ): <33
JEAN:heyyyyssss you stinking prefect! hahahha thanks for always being so spazzzz ahhh. you're crazy you know. and always attacking me and try to touch my hand! actually GRAB my hand. haha. so maybe i'm slightly molesty but stilllllllll! hahahahaha. thanks for NEVER booking me. but still. i've got DC during rainbow carnival. LIKE WHAT THE HECK. i knowwww! ): hahaha thank you for being so awesome and always cheering me up whenever i'm sad. you're great!
MELANIE:hello lalazai! its so saddening that we cant be in the same class next year. )))): i'll miss your spazzm and your contagious laughter! thanks for always cheering me up when i'm down and telling me how great i am when i'm not and telling i'm nice when i'm obviously a bitch. hahaha. thanks for always talking about stuff with me and i really love talking with over the phone. you're just so funny and all. haha. i just enjoy talking to you. like for results and friends and everything. (: i really like being with you and i'll really miss being in the same class as you ): ahhh i hope we continue to stay close and all!
TINGYI:heys! i seriously cant stand you. GOOD AT EVERYTHING. sports, studies, HEIGHT!!! ahhhh. you're like SUPER tall and tanned! ): hahaah cant stand you. thank you for being such a good-tempered person because i always disturb you and you never get upset. (: i love PSSSSSSSSTTing and kicking your chair then when you turn aronud, i just say, 'oh nothing, just saying hi'. HAHA. but yeah. its really fun. and i love you hair! i like put all those tiny paper balls entangled into your bush of hair and i love squeezing your hair because its so cute and soft! haha. thanks for always listening to me grumble about my results and everything. and the teachers too of course. remember the time when we played with flour and leeleejie thought it was a prank for her? HAHA. that was so fun. hahaha. thank you for being my friend, and i hope we can be in the same class next year! haha.
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okay, thats all i think! haha. i might have missed out some people here and there and if you want me to dedicate to you tag me to tell me! hahaha. bye everyone!
lucky for you.
phew.
phew.
thank God, seriously, for triple science.
my heart was at my throat when tingyi's name was announced. seriously. i shut my eyes real tightly and started to think of flowers.
then i heard FOO.
then i sighed, relieved, and pressed my back against the back of the chair.
the applause, the congrats...
God really has a plan for me.
i'm not going to start saying it here, but i'm... i'm really happy.
glad.
thats all i can say.
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all my good friends are in triple science too, so maybe i can get into the same class as them! aiyah sure same as some one lah. celeste, tannie, RACHELLLL, yili, nicole, tracey! haha. i'm crazy.
for those who didnt get in, God has a plan for you. i know, because something happened to me and i thought it was the worst thing in the world.
turned out its the BEST thing that EVERR happened to me. it led to everything good. and nice. :D
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okay, just now it was like so emotional and whatever deep right, so i didnt want to anti climax. but seriously, i just wanted to pee because i was so nervous. LOL.
i'm going to change my blogskin now. bye!
PRAISE THE LORD. THANKKKKKK YOUUUUU! YOU ROCK!
all is ending.
well, life is... fine. fine actually. much to my surprise.
just yesterday i thought everything is going wrong. and it most probably was.
then i realised. God has a plan for all of us. i mean, really, my mind is in a turmoil, and it is really impossible for me to just say everything out here. but i'll still try. (:
well got all results. all i've got to say: not good. not good at all. but then. somehow. i dont know. i still hang onto this hope, i can get into triple science. it just happens sometimes. it escapes my mind sometimes and. like, i dont know. somehow i'm just so struck by horror that my hopes are dashed.
but then i am pretty optimistic sometimes. gosh i'm so mental.
so yeah. i guess everything is pretty fine now. i mean, i have decided not to care anymore about anything. results, relationships... seriously. there's nothing i can do now. God has a plan for me, and all i can do is just place all my hope in Him and yeah. basically i dont care how much i get, i just want to get triple science.
i'm really confused about my subject combi. seriously. mrs lim said i should follow my passion. thing is, i hate geog. and i hate history too. i'm fine with lit, maybe almost like it, but i'm not so sure about geog and history. and she said not to choose your subjects according to marks. so like i'm really confused. not that i did so well for both anyway. -.-
gossip girl really rocks. why is nate and chuck so hot and sexyyy?
i'm seriously running out of things to say on my blog. because i tend to forget things away now. on purpose or accidentally, i dont know.
2008 is ending. i'm actually looking forward.
I FEEL REALLY FUNNY.
I'M CRAZY!
I MEAN IT.
i'm not going to expect you to stay this time.
no life.
i have officially no life. look at me, i have social malfunction or something. sighhhh.
spent today sleeping. and watching crossroads. i think its a realy good movie, and it really showed true friendship. different girls just coming together, becoming the best of friends and never failing to be by each others' side... its just so sweet you know. i hope i have such an awesome friendship too, like after high school. haha. minus the whole sleeping-with-my-lab-partner-just-to-lose-my-virginity-before-college thing. haha. total uncoolness. seriously. britney spears + justin long? URGHHH.
sleeping. alot of sleeping. i'm so bored i tell you. and tomorrow for school, we're going to get back our marks! haha. i think i've mentioned this right. haha. but stilllll. i'm still nervous.
i like reading. people deem it as being nerdy, but actually books are really interesting. and technically, how can geeks read books that mentions sex? alot of sex. thats gross. hence, reading is a cool hobby, and i like it. (:
OKAY I GET IT. i'm being really lame here. haha. i want to change my blogskin. haha. but i just cant seem to get the right one. sighhh.
2 more weeks. AHHHH. 2 more week with yili and rachel, and the rest of those awesome peeps. i love 2H, and i cant bear to leave it. ): it was so fun! everyone was so cool and funny. jean, the prefect that NEVER books. not that its neccessarily a bad thing. ;D gen, that girl, always being there for me despite all probs. cheryl, the spazzz that never fails to crack the class up with her retardedness. tingyi, the retard in front of me that is always so uptight and funny. melanie, with that weird laughter of hers that pisses the teachers off but makes us love her even more.
of course, yili for being that funny friend of mine, always so relaxed about everything.she just makes me feel so happy that i've got such a fun-loving friend, and she's such my good friend. :D maybe she doesnt realise this, but i think she's cool. :D really.
rachel. my... friend. good friend. best friend. i dont know what to say anymore. she's always so innocent and funny, always have a smile on her face. she's such a sweet and pleasant girl, never arguing with anyone, always so peaceful. so down-to-earth and adorable... gosh i'm going to miss her.
i'm going to miss everyone in 2H. i only listed some people here, but of course i still love the rest of the people in 2H! next year, if i've got to deal with a class filled with strangers, or familiar strangers, i'm going to be so depressed. i dont know how i can survive 2 years without yili and rachel and the rest of the people in 2H. i really enjoyed my year in 2H. thank you, for giving me such a good time.
HAVE A BLAST!
i told you i was crazy.
no one told you to tell everyone.
right and wrong.
tannie is right. its not worth it to waste precious brain cells to think about her. hence, outta my, outta my head. why not you get outta my head!
you know. the song. hahah. i'm super lame.
so i'm SUPAHH nervous over next week. i mean, we're going to get back our results and everything. goshhh i'm so nervous. i hope i actually do well. and like, get into triple science. sighhhh.
i cant stand my tutor. she thinks its crazy not to have tuition even after exams. she said,' no student have ever told me that there's no need to have tuition after exams.' LIKE WHAT THE HECK. okay, whatever, i OFFICIALLY hate chinese. thank God china's not going to dominate the world. cause honestly, chinese is SO DIFFICULT.
ABBA is cool. hahaha. serious. i love 'money money money'. look at this chorus!
Money, money, moneyMust be funny In the rich man's world Money, money, money Always sunny In the rich man's world Aha-ahaaa All the things I could do If I had a little money It's a rich man's world-haha. the lyrics is so cool. i'm really into retro stuff now you know.
you know at the back of lido cinema, there's like food stalls and all. and on the walls, there're all sorts of posters. they're like, drawn on instead of digital you know. its really really cool. let me just show you this cool one on Roman Holiday(MY LATEST FAVVVVV):
haha cool rightttt! heh. i'm going to watch my desperate housewives now. (: audrey hepburn's movies are really cool and are really classy. i'd highly recommend Funny Face, but Roman Holiday is still no. 1. haha. just go check out all. oh yeah, and Charade! its super funny. haha. she's a really good actress. okay, bye! loves.
wasted.
this is so complicated.
hello earthlings. if you're not bitches, please look away. (:
hello you. just to make it clear, i hope you do not simply just judge according what the situation looks like. oh yeah, i'm a bitch, a pretty effing one i have to say, but just because i am one, i'm not exactly the only one capable of stirring up the waves. so yeah. just to make that clear. honestly, 2 months ago, you were really one of my really really good friends. then i started hearing how much you've changed. i, obviously, for one didnt believe. however, the people i least expect to be convinced that you're a total effing bitch did so. hence, i guess i had to just 'wave the white flag'. oops, laugh because its funny. oh wait, you dont have a funny sense of humour! :O
it never occured me to that you'll have this 180degree turn. well, apparently you did. i felt that you were basically much the same to me, hence i really tried to treat you as per normal, even though i have reserves for you already.
oh, this is when the backstabbing bitch comes. (: telling others that i ruined your friendship? oh, TOTAL UNCOOLNESS. why? because I DID NOT. well, not that i care. i'm not in your class, i'm not with your fellow troop mates, so i dont really have to care. but it just irks me so much that you're sucking up, you know. and yes you, i do hate sucking up. sadly, unlikely you, i dont do that.
basically you've turned to a monster. and i feel sorry for this sitation. because i still want to tell you. if you didnt change so much just to blend into your environment, you would still have stood an important place in my heart. the good side of course. but nahh, i dont think so, seeing the situation now.
next, you! :D ohhh, fyi, if you think you're smart, think again. academically-wise, you're a real genius. but socially? ssskkk, i'd think about it again.
firstly, if i had really had the thoughts of you stealing my 'best friend', which i think its an issue deem to sensitive, since you obviously treasure your friendship with her and i'm not going to start pinpointing that. but get it, she's my good friend too. okay, basically, if i had intended to be pissed at you for 'stealing' her away, wouldnt i have done that a good long time ago? no, i only looked away whenever you're near because you were the one that started not acknowledging my presence on purpose at first. you started it, because of A. and i think you and i know this matter too well. if i had really intended to dislike you because of my supposedly 'best friend', i would have hated you long time ago. oh, yeah, i wouldnt have just shot you the pissy look, i would have shot you the finger too. but then, that's simply too uncivilised. hence, the thoughts will just have to do.
i understand you and the 'best friend' have been good friends for a very long time, and i had no wish to go between that. i dont OWN her you know. neither do you. i just want to let you know i respect your friendship, thats why whenever you two are talking about anything secretive or whatever, i go away tactfully. see? i'm not that stupid. (:
next, you were my good friend once too. yes, you were. but you did things to me. and obviously you wont admit, but you know what? i dont care. you know what you have done to hurt me, and so i'm not going to say any more. you thought i was 'fun to be with'? well, i share the same sentiments towards you too. but then, what so fun about hanging around with a bitch who might use your words against you any moment? oops, not so fun anymore. :D
oh yeah, i so totally need tags dont i? wow, you're just talking about this issue about me, when in actual fact it actually applies to a certain good friend. did i just hit the jackpot? (:
i'm so insecure, i need to get a life... seriously. why do i need to be insecure? and for your information, i do have a very colourful life. over this year, i have grown up to be much more deeper than just judging on how popularity can stand one within in the school. i actually just care about what my good friend thinks about me? the rest, like you? urgh, spare me.
i am just telling you two this just to let you know how i personally feel about these personal attacks. (: hope you had fun reading this. oh yeah, you most probably cant help but tell the whole world, but just try to refrain from copying and pasting this whole post to your blog just to SHOUT IT OUT. (:
WHOOOO that was exhilarating.
BEAT IT! BEAT ITTT! NO ONE WANTS TO BEAT IT, BEAAAAATTTT!
HAHA
do i care? no i dont.
today was some kick-ass awesome fun. mama mia! was better than i'd expected, and lunch at swensen's was great. haha.
sometimes you have to just stop and think. you dont just go around changing for others' sake then saying its nature, and when others cant accept that, i'd suggest you not prance around like a total royal
BITCH and then start whining about it. oh yeah, and the whole 3rd party thing? total uncoolness.
sometimes i just feel so blessed to be around friends i like, friends i can really feel comfortable with. its difficult to adapt without them, and you just want them to be near you all the time. its like, you just feel like smiling you know, whenever you're with them. even the sight of them just tugs your heartstring(this is not love), but you get my drift. thanks rachel, yili, and the others too, for being there for me. (:
i've been through this phase, so i know what you're trying to do. and my piece of advice? dont follow my footsteps. trust me, its going to lead you to the lion's den. not literally of course.
i can bitch you around, because i just can.
QUIZ!
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Tannie
2) Celeste
3) Huijun -.-
4) Rachel
5) Yili
6) Cat
7) Leting
8) Genevieve
9) Jean
10) Jiawen
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?(Cat)
oh no, its impossible to name just one, isnt it Cat. ;D
19. Is no.9 a male or female?(Jean)
Female. i mean, duh, just look at her sex appeal. -.-
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(Leting and Jiawen)
ssssskk, lets just say its 2 petite girls.
21. What is no. 2 studying about?(Celeste)
oh, you're talking to me about studying? FOR GOODNESS' SAKE ITS THE PERIOD OF FUN.
22. When was the last time you had a chat?
just now, with melanie. over something not so pleasant.
23. Does no. 1 has any siblings?(Tannie)
a sister and a brother, both whom happens to be her triplets! isnt that just amazing.
25. Will you woo no.3?(Huijun)
oh well maybe, if the competition's not THAT intense.
26. How about no.7?(Leting)
dont even think about it. just looking at her stresses me out, let alone date her.
27. Is no.4 Single?(Rachel)
haha, i guess so. but then she's so pretty, she might be takn anytime.
28. What is the surname of no.5?(Yili)
Hwang. what is this quiz trying to find out ANYWAY.
29. What's the hobby of no.10?(Jiawen)
oh i dont know, she changes this pretty much often. (:
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?(Yili and Jean)
oh yes sure, seeing that they're both in the same class and all. :D
31. Where is no.2 studying at?(Celeste)
MGS. lucky her, being in the same school as i am. :D
32. Casually talk about no.1.(Tannie)
well, she's crazy, mental, horny, laughs like a hyena and happens to be one of my good good friends. (:
33. Where does no.9 live at?(Jean)
Somewhere. i dont know, i've never been to her house. but i do know its near some certain person's house. not that its exactly good.
34. What colour does no. 4 like?(Rachel)
thats easy: me. (:
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?(Yili and Tannie)
Well, they know each other exists, but i'm not sure if they're even counted as friends.
36. Does no.1 have any pets?(Tannie)
yeah, Caramel, which apparently owns an ass that this crazy owner wants to kick. poor rabbit.
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?(Leting)
Spare me the agony.
38. What is no. 6 doing now?(Cat)
flirting with some guy at The party, i know. okay, stop it, you're making me regret i didnt go.
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you guys got to do it. and no, this is not a threat. (: sort of like a warning you know. and now that exams are over, there's no reason not to do it. bye!
love, so desperate.
LOOK AT ME!
i'm so fast! see i'm updating again! hahahaa basically i'm going to watch gossip girl(LAST EPPP!) then i'm going to town with melanie. seriously, i cant wait. SHOPPINNGGGG!
ahhh i've finished gossip girl. like OHMYGOSHHHH i cant wait for the next episode. (:
so yeah everyone, thank you for all the tags and i'll reply them soon. (:
recently stuff have happened and just suddenly i just feel like i'm stopping here. like, no good no bad.
changing yourself to blend into the environment is just not going to get you anywhere. why cant you understand this. well, whatever. i've been in your shoes, and i'm glad i'll be watching this show, and not be the main role for this melodrama for once.
exams are over, no more studying. all the more time to think of how to hurt, how to manipulate and how to have fun. well. the fun has just started. dont get off your seats yet.
ladies, its time to let your hair down and go crazy. because helllaayeah is just about to come. not that its exactly bad.
running my fingers through your lush deep hair.
HELLOOOOOOOO!
OMGOSHHHH HEY GUYYYYYYYSSSSSSS! I HAVENT SEEN YOU ALL IN AGES! hahahaha i mean, not LITERALLY see, but YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TRYING TO MEAN!
i've been working my ass for EOYs(at least in my context) so i hope i can actually get into triple science! :D gosh there's simply too much to say! but yeah. hahahahaha. i'll update often from now on okay!
hahahaahhaa. today was crazy cause it was chinese paper and i tried my best to do it as slowly as i could by staring at the clouds for 5 minutes and lying on the table and staring at my nails while doing the paper but when i finished it, i still had 30 mins left. so i drew a comic, blahblah. AND IT PAST BY! listening compre was difficult for normal chinese. so yeah. hahah
gossip girl season 2 rocksss! everyone HAS to watch it. like, even the geek of all the geeks just HAVE to watch it. OMGOSHHH I'M PSYCHED NOW! haahahaha. i'm crazy now! i'm super high!
okay okay. so today after exams i went to vivo with yili and rachel. we shopped and YAYNESS i bought soemthing in like AGES i'm telling you. (: i bought an underwear(AHAHAHAHHA), a top and shorts. AHHHH. there'll be more shopping to come, of course. THIS IS JUST THE PEANUTS IN THE RESTAURANT. hahah. there's still appetizer, main course... LOADS! hahaahhaahahahaha. GO CRAZY!
we watched house bunny! okay, generally i'm kinda like a liberal person, but seriously house bunny should totally have been NC16. hahaha. but its seriously hilarious. hahha. go watch it!
okay just go watch it okay! like everything! i'll update often! i've got to go watch my gossip girl. ;D bye!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.
