scouting for love.
hey everyone! i went to alot of people's blog today and i realised that people can really decorate their blogs and post really well. haha. better than me. heh.
i'm waiting for that crazy hong to finish her prefect meeting so that we can go home. actually i dont even know whether she'll be coming my house man. oh well. who cares.
bored. thats all i got to say. i've got to wait for like half an hour more. i wonder what can i do meantime.
sometimes you just wish to be at the top, but upon reaching the peak, you realise the scenery's not all that breathtaking and the pressure seems to be too much for you to take. you cant go down, and neither do you know what to do.
life's like... a chess game. every step you make determines your fate and destiny. and there's no turning back. after you conquer something, you cant undo and you have to live with it, even if it will lead to something worse.
sometimes i feel like... giving up. and i worry unduly about real stupid things. like what, ART? i'm actually more worried about art than the other subjects. firstly, i dont have a gift for that. secondly, I CANT SIT DOWN AND SETTLE ART.
i'm always so indecisive. never knowing what to do, and upon making a decision, i just feel like making another. i'm never satisfied, never knowing what i WANT. thats stupid, and the funny thing is i'm doing it.
arent there just times when you just look around and start letting your imagination wander, thinking whether that beggar on the street ever attended an elite school, whether that uptight successful businesswoman ever broke down and admitted defeat, whether that shy student at the corner secretly have another side, the naughty and funky side.
we will never figure others' lives, so its stupid if you cant even figure yours out. which is, me.
i. dont. know. what. is. what. anymore.
oh gosh, i'm just feeling so emotional and funny and basically... my mind's in a turmoil.
sometimes you just wonder, why does God give people brains, popularity, but yet they can be the MEANEST person ever? oh well. i guess He balances it out with brawns. (:
oh yay, wasted 8 mintues. okay, i'm going to indulge myself in speedwriting(AM I LAME OR WHAT).
B.O.A.B.- operation Bitch attack.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.