not going the way i want it to go.
shit, this is really difficult for me.
i totally love you, but sometimes you really do things to hurt me. like what you did today. you had no idea how hurt i was, do you? i was caught by surprise, like OMGOSH why are you telling this? i was really about to cry. i admit, i replied you to get back at you a little. to hurt you, like how you hurt me. i noticed your eyes were red afterwards. and i selfishly smirked cause i know i've hurt you deep enough, satisfactory.
i'm sorry, but you hurt me first. but i feel so, so bad now! i really treat you as a really close friend, and i DONT want to lose this friendship. /: but i guess you'll never read this. i just hope everything will be alright. see friend, its not just about this superficial act- its the strong bond that matters.
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hey people! life is GREAT from today onwards! hahaha. cause before i had all those projects and all i tell you. heh. yesterday was AWESOME. kap-ed with rachel, and guess wo did we see. o.o
MR SEOW AND MRS HENG! goshh it was SO funny. i was just ordering food and didnt notice him. and he was ordering food at the next counter. when i turned to the left side to get serviettes and straws, he just stuck out the peace sign to me and wavered it in front of me. i was like stunned for a minute- OKAY, SECOND- and i said hi to him. i walked like 30 cm and i saw mrs heng. she was looking expentantly at me, so i just said hi to her and went back to my seat. of course, i started to fill rachel with the details!
rachel was just doing her graph while i ate my fries(oh, those precious), and he walked towards us. he laid a hand on rachel's chair and looked at her.
mr seow: doing work?
rachel: yeah. (:
mr seow. good.
(turned to me)
mr seow: dont look at boys ah!
WHAT THE HECK MAN! hahaha. so he went to check out abby(okay it sounds wrong, HAHA) and statred talking to her. super funny i tell you. apparently, mr seow and mrs heng calls mcdonalds 'sinful food'. -.-, i know. but yeah. went to cold storage and saw them AGAIN. they're everywhere! hahha.
today was fine. tingyi is my new seat partner btw. she's is SUPER funny. she totally owned the LA drama today. OH OH OH jean too! she was offering gen the fake banana! the thing is her expression! like, i think tingyi was talking and all, and she was just looking around, then she grabbed the banana and offered gen. like, REALLY it was real and she really wanted to offer her and all DAMN FUNNY. i dont know how to say man! but yeah! HAHA.
life's fine i guess. we're going through the mid years paper tmr after school. was suppose to go out with abby but yeah. sighh. there's always monday i guess. (:
i've GOT TO change my blogskin. so disgusting. heh. seeya people!
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