this is one freaking mistake.
i hate all these rantings that i'm making and stuff. i really hate it, but i just want to say it-
I'M SO STRESSED NOW! there's this virtual shopping shit, math online test, and like loads of stuff coming up! well, maybe the swim meets' one good motivation.
shit. shit. shit. i know this's like obscene, but seriously. SHIT. i am officially OUT of her life. i can feel it. i can sense it. i can see it. most importantly, i'm sad. i cant believe i'm SAD.
i just knew her this year. like, at first it was all interesting and fun, but maybe the spark went out and now we're just like minding our own business. and like, we're no longer as close. in the past, she would initiate so many stuff, and do stuff that make me feel... special. make me feel like yes, i'm in her life and i can feel it. i know it.
well apparently, not anymore. i've learnt one huge freaking lesson.
stick to one friend, and if this friend leaves, well then hellujah, good luck for you. and from what i see, i think its going to be rachel.
rachel's my closest friend in school. i dont know, but it just seems like i'm so insignificant in everyone's life. and now, something else crops up.
people actually DISLIKES me cause i'm bimbotic. WHAT THE FREAKING HELL. hello fat ass, what the hell has it got to do with you that i'm what i am? well if i'm not wrong i'm a thousand times better than you. so just stick your nose at your own business, keep your ass in your own pants and SHUT THE FREAK UP. cause honestly, i'm trying my best to be unbimbotic.
this is stupid. i cant bear to list out all my god friends in school. i'm pathetic you know God. i'm freaking pathetic. i dont have ANY special stuff in my life. why cant... urgh. WHAT THE HECK.
i guess
you wont know who you are. well, if you do let me just tell you i cherish the 3 months we have together. and from now on, i'll officially walk out of your life. and right now, i'm going to tell you over msn that this is just over. goodbye, and wish you luck for your future endevours.
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told her. i hope everything's going to be alright. (:
steph is the WORST person to fool. like seriously! heh. :D but yes.
there's that darn compo tomorrow which i' most probably going to do super badly for, so yeahh. oh well. and yes, i'm trying to be super unbimbotic now. and honestly, i think its going to be super easy, since i was a TOMBOY in pri sch. i know thats quite a shock, but yeahh. heh. i'll most probably take around 1 week, the most okayy. heh. (:
life's alright. i try to work hard now. heh. well, anyway, i ran with rachel today during recess. 4 rounds. which is around 1.2km. oh well. heh. i think if i do this everyday till the 2.4km run, i might just have better stamina. yeahh. haha.
what happens if you cry over something stupid.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.