i know i shouldnt be blogging now.
hello people! okay, so maybe the tkamb's test is just in 2 days time and naughty me shouldnt be blogging now, but SOOO. we have to you know. CHILLAX. a word invented by maxine! goshh, that girl arhh. haha. :D
yesterday was really demoralising. like really. i ran super slowly for 2.4. ): like, a snail alright. okay, so maybe i got A, but i barely got it and the timing's too embarrassing to be up here. /: so yeah. i kept thinking about it the whole day. like, WHOLE day. and i was about to cry okay, when i was queuing up for the position and stuff. i ran even slower than my trial run. thing is, i prepared for the run. like, i hydrated myself like crazy and slept really early etc. so like obviously i'll be disappointed. hence...
i will be rerunning next mon. ;D cool eh! i'm going to run with yili, gen, steph and jean. steph and jean had to rerun cause mrs kuan thought that they could have got a much better timing. oh well. and jean was super hysterical and everything. haha. but yupp. i think i'm going to be last among all these people okay. and tis time, i'm not going to bother preparing and stuff. maybe natural's the thing. heh. (:
i totally screwed up the math test. LIKE TOTALLYYYY. i studied on sun(okay, shit me on this, acting smart is something i should never have learnt) and only studied the new worksheets on mon. so yeah. being very very disorganised, i panicked just 5 mins before the test, and being the idiot i am, i
blanked out. yeah people, i just like, forgot everything. i tried to calm down, but obviously it didnt work. as a result...
i did terribly. like, really. i forgot every kind of methods possible, super lot of careless mistakes... URGH! ): i just hope i get 20. okay, too high right my expectations. oh well. i'm just really upset larhh. i got like 19 for my kaocha but i wasnt even happy at all. cause i was totally still at a daze at what a total ass i have been. sighh. about to cry, but obviously i wasnt THAT an ass to cry in front of everyone and let everyone know what a shit ass i am.
sorry, i was really vulgar. nevermind, no one reads my post anyway. ;D mr seow was HILARIOUS TODAYYY! me and abby were talking about satisfying guys' needs. and he was like, 'WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH SEX?' haha! cause its like consequences of sterotyping men. but hello, we totally made sense. ;D
well yeah. life's fine. but there's only 16 days to the science exams! :O so yeah. i hope i can do well. actually i dont think i will. /: oh shucksss, why am i demoralising myself further? haha, silly me. goodbye people!
oh yeah, before i forget...
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALYSIA AND JEANNE!heh, the two spazzz. alysia, you spaz person who keeps calling me a bimbo! ): oh well. haha. lucky you, older than me. -.- jeanne, you crazy girl who's mental about the WEI? YI! thing. haha. its not really funny, but the fact that you're making it sound so funny is funny. okay, i'm not making sense. anyway, happy birthday! :D
dont let it get in your way;just feel the heat and get going.