LALALALALA! DEEDAA DEEEDA! (:
hello everyone! okay, i know i really shouldnt be blogging right now, but HELLO. its like 2 weeks more to exams! my gosh, so scared okay. /: i have to get triple science. oh well oh well. i think God's really great. cause like, i'm a real pessimistic person, but just know and always nowadays, whenever i have negative thoughts, He just sort of like 'force' me to think of cool and positive thoughts. so now, i'm thinking of happy thoughts and that in my mind, i'll be able to finish my revision. really. i'm glad this is SO cool.
natalie portman's really cool i tell you. but she looks like leighton meester. like, seriously. but of course portman's more famous. heh. but she's superrrr cool. i cant watch the other boleyn girl cause its NC16. i tell you, all the nice shows are NC16. /:
i cant believe abby that mental girl wants to watch thehottie and the nottie that suckiest movie ever on earth. it had a rating of 1/5. and at the beginning of the year, the critics named it, 'the worst movie of 2008'. and the movie isnt due to like 4 months later at that moment! and it was the START of the year. and barely 3 movies were shown. so like, it must be really sucky. i watched the trailer, and paris hilton, apparently is the 'hottest lady in L.A.'. ew. these people just have a way of twisting the facts eh. ;D
hey, you. yeah, whatever. you think you're like so popular and fun and that everyone likes you, but oops, let me get you down to earth. you're a
bitch. and people whom you think
love you actually, sadly, hates you. oh well. guess you'll never know, cause you're so bloody
self-centred and think you're like so uh cool or whatever. let me tell you whats popular alright: it means everyone likes you, and the include those people who really truly know you, not people who doesnt see the other side of you, the
bitched-face side of you. (: yeah. honestly, your life is pathetic. oh wait, oops, you dont HAVE a life. get a life, bitch. and we really dont want to be in that life of yours.
I HATE MY BLOODY MUM.
opening up; putting myself down; living my own life.
the title is like totally emo and all. but yeah. let me just get on right.
i realise my days are like lucky unlucky lucky unlucky. SERIOUS. okay, you can read my previous post and see what a freaking loser i was on tues well, on wed things went kinda well for me. like, seriously.
i didnt finish my design brief and mrs ho allowed me to hand it in the next morning. :O that is a HUGE surprise(a good one btw) cause she's normally very strict and everything. heh. yupp. and not just that, i didnt study for tingxie kaocha(some chinese test) and only found out when i was outside the classroom after home econs. and guess what, the test is postponed to the next day! i tell you, good day man. but of course, my happiness didnt last long. /:
the next day, which is thursday was HORRIBBLEE! first of all, i went to school happily(SOMETHING LIKE THAT) and after assembly, i was booked for my socks. like hellooo, the prefect so strict arhh! normally they wont book me. i've NEVER been booked for my socks before. well, other than by zoep. but yeahh. haha. so yeah. and not just that you know. i went to the washroom with rachel(that doof brain) before history and this teacher came to talk to me about my skirt. like, UHHH. at first she was really nice, and she sounded super nice i tell you. then she wanted to know my class, form teacher(uh oh) and my name(SHIT). she thought my name was meiyi. -.- anyway, yeahh. i think that explains something that happened today. :O hahah. oh, anyway i was crapping lit. :D crapping gives you MARKS. i know this from experience. ;D
so after that was dismissal! woots, so fun arh. but not really. cause nicoco(MY LITTLE SPECIAL NICKAME FOR NICOLE, SO COOL RIGHT), amanda and lynette told me cant wear high cut fbts. i told you, i totally panicked okay. oh, it was pft yesterday anyway. (: so yeah. i borrowed 10 bucks from cheryl cause i wanted to buy pe shorts, and then to find out i CAN wear high cut fbts. luckily i havent buy yet. heh. anyway, rachel and i were late! haha. but we didnt get into trouble. ;D yupp.
i suck at pft officially. okay let me tell you okay. for sit and reach, tingyi told me 41 can get A. so i just aimed for 41cm, and in the end 42 then is . -.- so yeah. like, miss by 1 cm. SHUCKS I KNOW. for incline pull up, cant stand zhang leelee man! i do like 10 pull ups then she tell me have to redo. OBVIOUSLY I'LL BE TIRED RIGHT. she kept saying, 'cannot, must higher! higher!' like, purposely make things difficult for me! i know i dont pay attention during class and always draw hearts, but still! and sarah's chin barely touched the bottom of the metal bar and that teo lee lee just went, 'yi, er, san, si(that 1, 2, 3, 4 in chinese btw)' and i felt like URGHHH! haha. but yupp. at least i got C. :D and for shuttle run, i ran like 11.5 sec, and 11.3 then is A. ARHH! angry eh! haha. but yup. at least i got gold.
i tell you, when i was doing sit and reach chen saw my buffed nails and wanted to book me. she thought it was nail polish. heh. but she gave me a chance, and said she gave me till friday, which is today. obviously i've cut my nails and unbuffed it. heh. so unlucky right my day. booked once, almost booked twice. and today turned out not bad. :O
the 70 mark chinese test wasnt that bad. and i got back my eng compre and math marks. i did quite badly for both, but i was brooding over the math marks on tues already and i prepared myself for the worst, and all my worries and sadness were all used up on tues, so i surprisingly felt alright today. (: in fact, i felt good. cause i know i just made careless mistake here and there and i panicked thats why i didnt do well. so yeah. haha. i got 0 for the first page. :O oh well. haha. learn from my mistakes. the eng compre was alright. but SOME PEOPLE can just do so well larhh. still say lucky. sighh. must buck upp from now on.
oh, today we had this 'spot check'. so funny okay. cause i made myself unbookable. HAHA! so funny right. i
MADE SURE THE MGS SIGN COULD BE SEEN, wore my long skirt, pinned my badge EXTREMELY high, tried to make my hair neat(okay failed attempt -.-). so yeah. haha. good girl ehh. wasnt booked. haha. i must not get into detention i tell you. MUST NOT. heh. not many people were convinced when i told them i didnt get into detention last year. and that i never had a single booking till zoep became a prefect trainee(HAHA). i can understand. (:
i think its so pissing off when you really wish to see someone's crestfallen face when she doesnt get into something because you really dont like someone, and then that person does get it and has this stupid smug face and you just feel like smacking her face. yupp, thats what i felt today. and alot of people felt that way too apparently.
our seating formation changed! at first rachel and i sort of proposed this plan, but no one wanted it. HAHA. we got rejected. heh. but its okay, cause those loners at the sides came to join tables with us! (: and now i'm sitting next to abby and rachel. i'm in the middle! i like the feeling of being surrounded by people. heh. anyway, abby is SOO not awesome. she's like dellusional or something. sighh. so young, so blur. ;D
so yeah. yili's really sick! hope she gets well soon. heh. i was suppose to go to her house to study today, but i didnt in the end cause she's really sick and has to go see the doctor. hope she's fine! :D
so yeah. when i was coming home/at home(cant remember) i started to think about my life. as in, really think about it. so i was really upset, cause i kept thinking i'm such a loser. and honestly, it is slightly true. i'm not good at sports, i'm not good at studies, i'm not good at... well everything. so yeah. i kinda sucked. and i was really upset. and i was telling steph, and vented all my anger on her. SORRY DEAR! haha. i dont think she'd read this, but yeah.
THANK YOU, gen, for consoling me and telling me really nice stuff. thank you for making me feel better. ;D you rock, and i love you! haha. but yeah. you were telling me about how God wouldnt create me without giving me something to live for, so i just went to God and prayed. so i just told Him everything. and it seemed to work like magic. cause immediately i knew that if everything goes wrong, there's still Him. and that i can trust him, and lay my life for him. ;D like, He's telling me how to change my life if i want to change it that badly. like, it just came to me suddenly. and i knew it was Him telling me all this. and like He's saying as long as i trust Him, He will give me a leeway in life. (: i love God, and i just love everyone too. (:
i would really like to thank rachel for always telling me its alright and all after i did really badly for a test. even though you have a brain of Einstein and i feel a little inferior around you(okay, actually alot), i still treasure you alot as a friend. thank you! (:
this must be one of my longest post everr. haha. byee!
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.-(
when you look me in the eyes by Jonas brothers)
i know i shouldnt be blogging now.
hello people! okay, so maybe the tkamb's test is just in 2 days time and naughty me shouldnt be blogging now, but SOOO. we have to you know. CHILLAX. a word invented by maxine! goshh, that girl arhh. haha. :D
yesterday was really demoralising. like really. i ran super slowly for 2.4. ): like, a snail alright. okay, so maybe i got A, but i barely got it and the timing's too embarrassing to be up here. /: so yeah. i kept thinking about it the whole day. like, WHOLE day. and i was about to cry okay, when i was queuing up for the position and stuff. i ran even slower than my trial run. thing is, i prepared for the run. like, i hydrated myself like crazy and slept really early etc. so like obviously i'll be disappointed. hence...
i will be rerunning next mon. ;D cool eh! i'm going to run with yili, gen, steph and jean. steph and jean had to rerun cause mrs kuan thought that they could have got a much better timing. oh well. and jean was super hysterical and everything. haha. but yupp. i think i'm going to be last among all these people okay. and tis time, i'm not going to bother preparing and stuff. maybe natural's the thing. heh. (:
i totally screwed up the math test. LIKE TOTALLYYYY. i studied on sun(okay, shit me on this, acting smart is something i should never have learnt) and only studied the new worksheets on mon. so yeah. being very very disorganised, i panicked just 5 mins before the test, and being the idiot i am, i
blanked out. yeah people, i just like, forgot everything. i tried to calm down, but obviously it didnt work. as a result...
i did terribly. like, really. i forgot every kind of methods possible, super lot of careless mistakes... URGH! ): i just hope i get 20. okay, too high right my expectations. oh well. i'm just really upset larhh. i got like 19 for my kaocha but i wasnt even happy at all. cause i was totally still at a daze at what a total ass i have been. sighh. about to cry, but obviously i wasnt THAT an ass to cry in front of everyone and let everyone know what a shit ass i am.
sorry, i was really vulgar. nevermind, no one reads my post anyway. ;D mr seow was HILARIOUS TODAYYY! me and abby were talking about satisfying guys' needs. and he was like, 'WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH SEX?' haha! cause its like consequences of sterotyping men. but hello, we totally made sense. ;D
well yeah. life's fine. but there's only 16 days to the science exams! :O so yeah. i hope i can do well. actually i dont think i will. /: oh shucksss, why am i demoralising myself further? haha, silly me. goodbye people!
oh yeah, before i forget...
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALYSIA AND JEANNE!heh, the two spazzz. alysia, you spaz person who keeps calling me a bimbo! ): oh well. haha. lucky you, older than me. -.- jeanne, you crazy girl who's mental about the WEI? YI! thing. haha. its not really funny, but the fact that you're making it sound so funny is funny. okay, i'm not making sense. anyway, happy birthday! :D
dont let it get in your way;just feel the heat and get going.
greetings! (:
today have been a... very boring day indeed. well, i went to tuition today, no biggie, and then i came back. and then i did my homework. well not really. i turned on the radio, laid out all my work and smsed steph. or should i say, jeanne. HAHA. so funny okay. cause she was helping steph sms me. and now i dont know what i said! oh noo! /: oh well. did you know that mental girl jeanne got 2500 because of that edusave award thing? thats like crazily alot. i mean, whoa, thats a LOT of shopping to do. i'm serious.
HAHA, you know, of course not everyone's like me! people actually save up money for rainy days? well i do too, but when i go to shopping malls i guess it just starts pissing down and oh oh, money alert! :D
alysia that crazily mad einstein got that edusave award. let me see, why am i not surprised.
oh well, i'm watching gossip girl. and i'm STILL at ep 4. urgh! but i'm finishing it! so yeah. haha. abby is mad i tell you, how does she manage to watch so quickly! anyway, these people in gossip girl are freaking rich i tell you. i mean, yeah. haha. (: i'm not really making sense eh. my gosh, isnt it just so enviable, that some girls just have the LONGEST legs ever, and they seem to go on forever? yes, thats how my skirt will make my legs look like. oh yes. i'm going to wear that to a formal function for some school stuff! maybe i'll wear a boatneck too right. yes, thats right. and maybe i'll wear a pair of heels. this just sounds so fun okay.
i think its cool to have parents that just shares stuff with you. like, you can just wear your mum's shoes, or carry their bags, cause you all just dress so similarly! i mean, that is just so cool. my mum doesnt. /: she just dresses so differently from me. we cant share stuff. well maybe thats cause i kinda envy those who share stuff with her mum. i mean, its really cool. your mum's like your... sister. not really sister, but like.. your bf. oh well.
you know i'm so upset. cause like, i totally screwed up history this term. urghh. i'm so upset okay. i just hope y subjects will pull me up. i hope i 'do well' this year.
i'm going to go back to gossip girl. later, people. ;D
Got me out here in the water so deep,Tell me how you gonna breathe without me?If you ain't here,I just can't breathe.It's no air, no air.-
(no air by jordin sparks and chris brown)
get over yourself. /:
hello people! ehh, there're loads of unhappy things happening now. but yeah. lets just get on with the happy stuff alright.
its friday! oh TGIF. heh. everything's fine and all. but we had the killer history test yesterday. werll, not killer. but i memorised the whole chpt 4 for it. :O hahaha. so not weiyi right. (: turning over a new leaf you see. ;D anyway, yeah. after the history test jiawen, tanhong, celeste and i went to try out the 5 stations. haha, jiawen taught this 'cheat', but after that ALL of us found out we werent cheating, thats the way we were suppose to do it! we have been doing the wrong way since like what, p4? URGHHH. anyway, i can get A if i do the. uh. 'cheat'. HAHA! like this, i think i can gold for pft. heh. go me. (: anf for jiawen too, cause she wants to get gold too! but i can tell you, she can get it? how do i know. cause... she's fit? HAHA!
well, i'm kinda cheerful once more. cause everything's fine already. i guess. but i've kinda gave hope regaining that true and strong friendship with
her. oh well. maybe we can. i guess time will tell.
there was this meanie that spammed me! and actually i was thinking of that. but thing is, i'm not a bimbo anymore! cant people just see. i'm trying to change. and honestly, i think i've changed much. sarah assured today during life science, then when i went to my blog today i see such mean stuff. /: oh well. i just hope that person realises that i'm trying to change already. and FOR YOUR INFO(quoted from her), the hot thing is just a joke okay. like, hello. but seriously, maybe i shouldnt be so ego right. so i'm changing my hotmail again. heh. okay, what shall i name it. maybe i'll change it when i'm free. heh.
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S:everything will be fine, cause there's never anything really bad that could possibly happen if you just have faith in God. He will help through your difficulties, and give you strength and confidence to stand up and smile once again. when you're about to fall, He will catch you and rock you in His arms, giving you just the comfort in life. and remember, i will be there for you, so if you need a crying shoulder or just someone to talk to, just know that i will be there for you. (:-
T:know that if you have done nothing wrong, God will help you through everything and everything will be alright. do you still remember that smile on your face, because it is indeed beautiful. all is clarified, she will understand and you will definitely get what you deserve: the justice and marks. its not your fault, so stop fretting over it, because He will not let you be wrongly accused and yet not do anything. i know you're not a Christian, but this will seriously help, and i hope i've given you the faith that you need. :D that phone call, i hope, really allowed you to express what you really feel, and i hope you do feel better. remember me, and when you need to talk, just give me a call, and soon later i hope you can smile like what you always do. love you, babe. :D*
i love both of them larhh, but just you know. haha. i hope the two people i've just comforted feel better kayy. haha. okay, bye! (:
those crazy times we used to have;
why am i feeling this way.
i'm scared.
i dont know, i feel scared.
something is wrong.
i can feel it.
i hope things will be fine as they were before.
we're friends alright now.
but i hope we can be GOOD friends, like before.
please God.
she seems really close to me spiritually.
sighh. this emoness is irritating me.
so it must have been super annoying for others.
i want to be cheery like before too.
but people.
guess what...
I FOUND THE SOURCE OF MY UNHAPPINESS.
IT WAS PMS!
woots! (: arent you all like happy? i mean, it will be GONEE! hahahaha. yayayayyyy!
i'm super happy now okay. like, i know everything's alright now! woots!
everyone will see the wonderful and nice weiyi soon enough like, tmr i tell you!
aiyah i tell you, once the pms thing is gone i'll be fine again. ;D thats what always happen.
and after all this, i will be fine once more!
actually i'm kinda shameless to talk about pms here.
heh.
oh well! (:
FOR A BETTER CAUSE, PEOPLE.
haha.
i'm trying my best to focus on the stupid whale rider assignment.
but do you have any idea how stupid it?
so difficult. /: try, weiyi!
i'm like mental now okay. hahaha. oh well! byebye!
i must be mental.
retarded and fun day!
today must be one of the funnest day in this whole year! :D it was the swimming finals and the trip to vivo! haha. let me start with the swimming finals alright.
there was a HUGEEEE jam outside toa payoh swimming complex! cause like, scgs was having track and field at the stadium, and we're having the swim meets at the swimming complex, and they happen to be next to each other okayy! /: so like, BIG BIG JAM! i was smsing like crazy, and my mummy was listing a LONG LONG list on what my daddy should have done so that we wouldnt be stuck in this annoying jam. haha. the other cars were cutting into our lane! ): so like, MEAN OF THEM! they just came, and we've waited 566512569885 years! urgghhhh.
in the end, i just got off the car and walked to the complex. heh. at least i wouldnt be late. ;D so anyway, it was SCORHING HOT, i tell you. the flag raising was suppose to start at 7.45. but it started at 8.15 cause there waas such a huge jam! ): okay, let me get on with the hot hot topic. it ws EXTREMELY hot, and my temper got really fiery. haha. but yes. rachel found tammiann's egg(breakfast) and when tammiann said she's going to throw it away as its too cold alr, rachel, being lame and all said, 'why? you can fry it here, its so hot!' -.- so typical of that retard right.
anyway, i was being spaz with delia they all. let me upload some pics!
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me, tammiann, rachel and delia! look, delia looks so eager! hahaha. that girl arhh!
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.people, you have eyes too see, and brains to think. apparently, i'm the only one here who looks NORMAL. tammiann looks so URGHH!, and delia's like flitting her hair! hahaha. see, i'm smilling! (:
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.'drink coke, its nice and good for health!' obviously thats what delia was doing right: advertising for coke. heh. she looks super spaz here. haha.
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.i'm spazzing! hahaa. and you see those two things on delia's head? she's like mental okay. she says she needs it to 'receive the messages'. crazy girl.
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i tell you, she's so going to kill me when she sees this wonderful pic of her. :D ehh delia, you look cute here!
anyway, we waited super long for rachel cause she's in gb has to clear up the place. haha. she said blackmore was the dirtiest spot. ALYSIAA! heh. so yes. we went to the whatever hub place and change. I WORE MY SCH UNI. long story, but yeahh. heh.
we went all crazy in all the department stores! yili went to new urban male and wanted to try out this hot shorts. the guy was already making all the arrangement(there was no fitting room and they had to call whatever thing so that yili can go to the toilet and check and she wont run away in it), and then she suddenly said she'll buy it another time! and let me tell you, it was PAINFUL for me to see the crestfallen expression on the fit and hot saleguy's face. i bet he has abs under those clothes. oh well. /: that girl arhh. of course, that wasnt the only trouble we got into.
we went in warehouse trying out shades, and yili took this picture of us trying out the shades. the salesgirl came up and told us we werent allowed to take pictures. HAHA. super embarassing. but its okay, cause we already took the picture! haha. there was ANOTHER embarassing matter. thinking of it now...
we were in the playgroud cause like, rachel you know. a little retarded. ada ada one. insisted on going the playground and play. so yeah. at first the games werent really fun. but we came to this cool thing like a seesaw, but its rectangle in shape and you're suppose to step on the ends and yeah. seesaw. haha. :D we were playing like crazy and it was super fun, and then suddenly this yellow-shirt security guard(let me tell you, she looks SCARY, even more scary than blackface (bao qing gong) and she said this.
security guard: how old are you.(totally not like a question, more like a COMMENT.)
rachel: uh, 14?
security guard: look at the sign.
(everyone turns to look, and see 'ages till 12 only')
security guard: get off, go away.(waved her hand)
SUPER MEAN OKAYY! but it was really embarassing. heh.
we went to toys r us, and rachel and i got naomi's prezz! hahaa. i tell you, rachel's super retarded! when i smacked naomi's prez, she went, 'NOO! but thats *!' haha. CRAZYYY! we had super lots of fun in toys r us. FALLING IN LOVE WITH THAT SHOP! :D
it was my first time going out with rachel and yili, and it was super fun! (: i had such a hard time resisting the urge to grab the clothes and run out of the store so many times okay. ): poor larhh. sighh. so many nice clothes! but yeahhh. let me post the pictures now!
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we took this on the train. haha, we look retarded. ;D
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its the response form yili filled up in carl's jr! hahaaha. :D read it- its super retarded!
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rachel was trying to be 'auntie', and i'm suppose to be horrified at this atrocious piece of crap in topshop. i'm mean! hahhaa. oh well.
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we're trying out shades in warehouse! from left to right: me, yili, rachel. we were shortly chased away by the salesgirl. HAHA.
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little big bird and elmo! sadly cookie monster aint in here. haha. but the trio soon renuite!(:
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.the three of 'us'! hahaa. :D & the last picture!
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today was just plain fun. (: haha, i spent super lot of time to upload the pics! have to go now. haha. byee!
funastasiaaa!
i'm hyper!
HELLO PEOPLE! i'm extremely hyper now. EUPHORIC! haha. actually not really. there're reasons! let me listit out okayy:
#1 everything's fine between me and
her already! yay! haha.
#2 I'M SLACKING LIKE CRAZY NOW! most importantly, i'm ALLOWED TO! cause...
#3 ITS THE SWIM MEETS TMR! heh. :D like, hello, happy!
#4 going out with rachel& yili ( maybe tanhong, celeste and jiawen) tmr! dont know where we're going though. who cares. going out! wooooots! hahaha.
#5 all the reasons make me happy, hence i'm happy! okay, doesnt make sense.
but yes. i'm super happy! hahahahahaha. :D sad thing is i totally screwed up the compo test today! sad. heh. (: oh well. life has to go on, people.
I'M IMPROVING DRASTICALLY. i'm no longer doing those bimbotic stuff! but some 2M people came to 2H and saw me looking into the mirror! /: oh well. haha. :D
maxine's super funnyyyy! what is the scariest plant on eart? bam
boo! what the heck larhh! superrr funny okay that girl. ;D
let me think okayy. oh oh, hate my new hairstyle! ITS SUPER UGLY. UGLY. UGLY. hahaha. (: omgoshh, i tel you weihao's the super mean okayy! see this:
The smile on your face says (9:34 PM):
do you know that facts have 2 sides?
The smile on your face says (9:34 PM):
depending of your point of view?
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:34 PM):
well, apparently for my case it only has 1 side.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:34 PM):
and its the truth.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:35 PM):
and the truth is, i'm a good girl.
The smile on your face says (9:35 PM):
haaaachooooo
The smile on your face says (9:35 PM):
sry i'm alergic to lies.
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WHAT THE HECKKK! hahaha. but yess! he's super funny okay. and he's 19. so childish right. tsk, weihao. so chldish. (:
ANOTHER ONE!
The smile on your face says (9:38 PM):
so what you doing now?
The smile on your face says (9:38 PM):
mugging as usual? or ?
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:38 PM):
MUGGING.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:38 PM):
EW.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:38 PM):
HELLO.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:38 PM):
ONLY NERDS DO THAT.
♥ weiyi the booblémelon . (: says (9:38 PM):
i'm blogging.
The smile on your face says (9:38 PM):
aren't you one?
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haha! okay let me think og what to say okay. oh, tmr's swim meets going to be fun! haha.
GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT. michelle(HAHA)'s in blackmore! what the heck? EW EW EW!
okay, i'm going now people. i need to dl songs. haha. byee!
its relieving, funnily.
this is one freaking mistake.
i hate all these rantings that i'm making and stuff. i really hate it, but i just want to say it-
I'M SO STRESSED NOW! there's this virtual shopping shit, math online test, and like loads of stuff coming up! well, maybe the swim meets' one good motivation.
shit. shit. shit. i know this's like obscene, but seriously. SHIT. i am officially OUT of her life. i can feel it. i can sense it. i can see it. most importantly, i'm sad. i cant believe i'm SAD.
i just knew her this year. like, at first it was all interesting and fun, but maybe the spark went out and now we're just like minding our own business. and like, we're no longer as close. in the past, she would initiate so many stuff, and do stuff that make me feel... special. make me feel like yes, i'm in her life and i can feel it. i know it.
well apparently, not anymore. i've learnt one huge freaking lesson.
stick to one friend, and if this friend leaves, well then hellujah, good luck for you. and from what i see, i think its going to be rachel.
rachel's my closest friend in school. i dont know, but it just seems like i'm so insignificant in everyone's life. and now, something else crops up.
people actually DISLIKES me cause i'm bimbotic. WHAT THE FREAKING HELL. hello fat ass, what the hell has it got to do with you that i'm what i am? well if i'm not wrong i'm a thousand times better than you. so just stick your nose at your own business, keep your ass in your own pants and SHUT THE FREAK UP. cause honestly, i'm trying my best to be unbimbotic.
this is stupid. i cant bear to list out all my god friends in school. i'm pathetic you know God. i'm freaking pathetic. i dont have ANY special stuff in my life. why cant... urgh. WHAT THE HECK.
i guess
you wont know who you are. well, if you do let me just tell you i cherish the 3 months we have together. and from now on, i'll officially walk out of your life. and right now, i'm going to tell you over msn that this is just over. goodbye, and wish you luck for your future endevours.
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told her. i hope everything's going to be alright. (:
steph is the WORST person to fool. like seriously! heh. :D but yes.
there's that darn compo tomorrow which i' most probably going to do super badly for, so yeahh. oh well. and yes, i'm trying to be super unbimbotic now. and honestly, i think its going to be super easy, since i was a TOMBOY in pri sch. i know thats quite a shock, but yeahh. heh. i'll most probably take around 1 week, the most okayy. heh. (:
life's alright. i try to work hard now. heh. well, anyway, i ran with rachel today during recess. 4 rounds. which is around 1.2km. oh well. heh. i think if i do this everyday till the 2.4km run, i might just have better stamina. yeahh. haha.
what happens if you cry over something stupid.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.
