emo post. /:
okay, this is going to be an emo post so you can just ignore it and just go tag. bye bye.
my life sucks. MY LIFE JUST FREAKING SUCKS. everything's going so wrong. i'm just so imperfect, you know? i dont have ANY skills. which is just freaking bad, cause no skills, no future. i cant study, i cant play sports, i dont have the looks, i dont have any fashion sense, i dont like studying, i do badly, i suck, my parents favour my brother and sister, and my brother and sister are so close to each other they dont really care about me. they just freaking live in their worlds. in their perfect little worlds. i cant find true friends. i dont think i can trust anyone. my supposedly best friend doesnt even talk to me anymore. i know she's busy, but then so she's not my best friend. my good friends have their own good friends, and they just. you know. dont see me. i dont have a friend that i can really truly call mine, that i can proudly tell others is my good friend, cause i'm not even bloody sure whether treat me as close friends. i just feel so freaking upset. everything's just not going well. why is this happening to me? i'm just... so... i dont know. i'm such a failure. from the second i was born, bad luck has been following me. up till now, i cant think of any good thnig that has been going good for me. i never seem to feel that happy, because of... a bloody good thing! why cant just one bloody thing happen to me. a good one. well, thats great, cause i'm just this idiotic person now, all alone. i want to call someone, but... URGH. why am i like that! WHY CANT GOD CREATE ME BETTER! WHY AM I FREAKING LIKE THAT!
i know i should chill, but my heart just feel so... unrest. i feel so angry. there's like somethnig building up in me. and one day i'm really going to go crazy.
maybe i shouldnt give up that easily. maybe i should go against my fate, and everything.
okay this is stupid. just switch off, weiyi. just stop.
before i typed this, it was the F word right here. but i decided not to say it.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.