why am i sad?
lets start with yesterday. i sound monotonous. i know. you'll know later.
i met tanhong in front of the maysprings sign at 9.30. together, we met celeste and went to work out together. it was pretty tiring, but it takes effort to be tonned and all, right? :D
i really think i'm going to cry soon. my vision is blur. but i'll finish this first.
after that, we went to lot 1 to eat lunch with celeste and xinyi, celeste's cousin. broke kid weiyi only had enough money to buy minestrone soup and chocolate mousse in pastamania. (:
after that, i went with tanhong to submit my tuition work in cck too. we met celeste and her cousin in her hse then. we played bluff and taiti and uno slam. xinyi was so totally my accomplice lar! cause you see, she has already finished her cards, so she was just viewing who was bluffing. whenever she opens others cards, she'll have this smirk on her. and i'll go, 'is it?' and her smile will widen, and POOF! all comes obvious.
notice i said, 'others'. whenever i lie, she wont do any expression. HAHAHA! man, i like her. she's very nice and all. and she knows shuxian! :D
jolene came today. (: yes, i know i've posted about her, but yeah. i havent seen her for like a super long time, so we had loads to catch up. indeed, weiyi. indeed.
i had never felt so upset before. okay, exaggeration, but yeah. i was really upset. reason, i cannot tell you why. it was about someone else, but when i read wanyi's blog i started crying. it just came to me. like, i thought everyone was on the other side. everyone hates me. and there, is a girl who LIKES me for me. she treats me as one of her best friend. but yet, someone on the other side can hate me that much. irony? no, it isnt. its just the many unpredictable things in this world.
i think its pms. oh gosh. i feel really terrible. and the thought that i'm just about to cheat is making me feel worse. should i? or should i not? i dont know. curiosity is really, right in front of me, just about to kill the cat.
i would like that actually, cause i hate cats. stupid errected tails and eyes. SHUT IT UP AND KEEP IT.
so kill the dog. or.. cow. chicken. ok, chicken, then.
oh my. i'm going wonky.
did i tell you all about the virus just now? yess, peiqi sent me this virus, and i actually accepted it. cause she said she needed me to edit the picure. and its not her fault. it was an auto-responder. URGH! so yes. i'm passing it to others right now.
not exactly right now, cause i dint want to implicate anyone, so i'm not going online now. man! ): upsetting.
i finished romantic princess ep8. IT'S SO DARN OBVIOUS THAT EMP. IS LYING LAR. ): and now xiaomai has to be this maid. oh gosh. the thought of it alr kills me. what would actually happen if i had to do it? dont want to know, i'm sure of that. :D
i'm sleepy. jiawen and tanhong are coming over to do the ganxiang for the movie. THE DAGE IS HOT. apparently, celeste doesnt think so. BAD TASTE. kidding.
i'm a bitch, wake me up.