i'm sorry, really.
shit.
why must my relatives choose this time to come?
its like, wahlao.
and my parents, forced me to stay at home.
i was like, WHAT? that time my other relatives came and i went out all the same!
and my parents said, 'these relatives are different. and besides, they havent seen you for such a long time.'
big deal that they live in canada. big deal that they are rich.
i told them, 'i made an appointment with justina, and i've already told you on tues. and you agreed.'
'i dint know they were coming. sorry, STAY.'
heartless. i cant believe it. why must i have such practical parents?
i had to tell justina, and i could sense her disappointment. i was really upset myself.
and now they're still here. they are still here.
why cant they come TOMORROW?
sometimes, i just dont understand how this family works. why cant they be more NORMAL?
it doesnt run in our blood i guess.
even though i'm really nervous about going with justina, i told myself to be natural and i'll go. and besides, it'll be fun.
but it all turned out to be own thinking. crap.
i'm sorry. really sorry.
matter: disappointment.price: no money can buy, or release.