slack day. (:
today was SO NOT FUN.
i woke up at like 7.30am to finish up my chi hw. i mean, i do that like every week, but i was SO pissed, cause the exams are already over, and i have to do WORK. work, work, work. URGH. we had to read like 5 stinking long CHINESE newspaper article, and write a summary. how bad can that get? but luckily, i dint have to re-write my sihan. joshua was like, 'wahlao, weiyi you darn lucky lar.' lol. felt a little sympathetic towards him.
and on top of that, i have to read like
7 ARTICLES from the sec 2B textbook. and its not like my fault either. i gave my DEAR NOTES(yes, the red and purple, ancient notes, the ones i've kept for like 2 years) to buy the textbook to my sis ytd, and guess what? the convo went like this:
sis: i'm home [from plaza].
me: where's the textbook?
sis: oh, they went out of stock.
MAN, I WAS SO PISSED LAR. she gave me back my money alright, a folded red 2 dollar note and coins making up 2 dollars. COINS. it was so... nice and all! before! urgh. if she actually BOUGHT the textbook, i wouldnt be so pissed. if she actually DINT SPOIL my notes, i wont be so pissed. BUT SHE DID BOTH.
tell me, should i pissed? you all might think i'm super petty, cause money's all the same. but NO. they were MY COLLECTION. i've kept them for 2 years! and my brother ALREADY stole like 40bucks worth of money. if they were ugly and crumpled notes, i wouldnt mind so much. but i INTENDED to keep these notes till i grow up, as a sentimental thingy. but now?
so now i'm only left with this 20 dollar note. which i just got this year. SO not sentimental.
i was complaining about this to my dad this morning when he fetched me to tuition. and you know what he said?
'oh gosh, weiyi. you're so petty. getting upset over 4 dollars. i'll give you back lar.'
HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND. i told him, it has SENTIMENTAL VALUE. and you cant exchange it in the bank, cause its so ancient. he just shrugged it off.
SHRUGGED IT OFF. do you people get the situation?
doubt it. nevermind. NO ONE understands me anyway.
i was thinking about my results and
it for the whole day. like, seriously. is my future really that bleak?
and then i was thinking, 'i have true friends, at least.' and so i smiled.
'OH REALLY WEIYI? THEY'VE GOT As, AND YOU? Bs AND Cs. WAKE UP WEIYI. YOU'RE JUST A USELESS CREATURE.'
is the truth really that cruel? i hate that thought. i dont want to be a beggar when i grow up. I DONT WANT! where will i find the money to get Jimmy Choo heels? Chanel clothes? LV bags? Gucci clutch? Prada flip-flops?
maybe i even have to worry about the FOOD i'll eat. McDonald hamburger for lunch, or dinner at San Pierre's?
oh shit, weiyi. you totally SUCK. see that wall over there? thats for you to bang your head.
whatever. i'll live this life, no matter how bad it'll ever get.
i'll work hard next year, and do well for the sec 2 streaming! (:
weiyi, wake up. please. in case you've forgotten, your brain is a size of a PEA. so just shut up and die.
must things really get that ugly?
for the time being, yes.
Sophie Kinsella(Shopaholic series)
Go crazy.